When I first walked onto the grounds at Camp Lakeside, I thought I understood what “inclusion” meant. I’d read about it in textbooks, discussed it in classes, nodded along in lectures about equity and access. I did not understand it. Not really. Not until I spent my days alongside campers ages seven to twenty, all with different abilities, different ways of moving through the world, different ways of telling me who they were.

Camp Lakeside serves children and young adults of all abilities, and my job, on paper, was to support programming, help run activities, and be an extra set of hands wherever the day needed one. In practice, my job became something much harder to put into a job description, paying attention, really paying attention. To the camper who communicates through a device instead of speech, and who lights up the exact same way anyone does when you actually wait for their answer instead of rushing to fill the silence. To the small shift in a kid’s behavior that tells you a transition is about to be hard before it happens. To the parents who drop their children off each morning carrying a particular kind of hope that today will be a good day.

I won’t pretend every day was easy. Some days things felt completely out of my reach, unsure if I was helping or getting in the way, second-guessing whether I was doing right by the kids I was there to support. But the challenge itself has been some of the best teaching I’ve received in any college course. It forced me to slow down. It forced me to ask instead of assume. It forced me to notice how much of “normal” is really just a narrow definition that most of us happen to fit inside, and how much work and joy there is in building spaces where that definition gets wider.

This experience has sat right in the middle of the questions I came into this fellowship still attempting to answer, questions about purpose, about calling, about what kind of work actually feels like mine. I used to think “purpose” would announce itself clearly, like a sign lighting up over one specific career path. What I’m learning instead is that purpose might be less about a title and more about an attitude. A willingness to show up, pay close attention, and let people teach you who they are rather than deciding in advance who they should be. Camp Lakeside has been full of people doing exactly that: staff who’ve been there for years and still approach every camper with curiosity instead of routine, supervisors who model patience in a way I want to carry with me long after this summer ends.

I think what surprised me most is how much of this work is really about advocacy in small, unglamorous moments — repeating something a camper said so the group hears it, adjusting an activity on the fly so no one is left watching from the sidelines, noticing who hasn’t been asked their opinion yet and asking them. None of it looks dramatic. All of it matters.

I came to this internship hoping to learn something about disability, equity, and camp programming. I’m leaving it having learned just as much about myself, how I listen, where my patience runs thin, what it looks like to advocate for someone quietly and consistently rather than loudly and once. I don’t think I’ve arrived at an answer to what my “calling” is. But I think I understand a little better what it feels like when the work you’re doing is actually asking something real of you. Camp Lakeside has asked a lot of me this summer. I’m grateful for every bit of it.

Grace Vaughn, Camp Lakeside

Being about 6 weeks into interning at Save the Dunes, I have further integrated myself into the experience and have had so many highlights that have shaped me this summer. In any environment, it can be difficult to pinpoint where you might fit in, like one puzzle piece out of a thousand fitting into its correct place. This was something that had been on the back of my mind before having acclimated to my new environment. I thought that being in a workplace environment, I had to have one specific role. I have realized, though, throughout my experience, I don’t necessarily need to have “my place”; I can have many, and this is something that I have extensively enjoyed. One of my favorite aspects of my internship has been this kind of discovery. I have been offered several different opportunities, a number of opportunities to assist on projects that are not all one and the same. Working on projects that touch on a variety of different spheres allows me to use and develop skill sets across a wide field.

One of the most educational projects I assisted in working on was researching data centers -municipality ordinances that mention regulations for them, such as zoning, requirements, meeting certain environmental stipulations, etc. This was such an eye-opening experience, as I
did not know much about data centers or their role and place within communities. The process
wasn’t just beneficial due to educating myself, as I was enlightened to so many new terminologies and the fact that data centers can go by many names – data storage facility, data processing center, etc., but also, this research I worked on with my fellow intern will be used by
the organization in regards to data center bills being passed and for future work and advocacy
purposes.

Pivoting from this, I have also assisted in creating social media posts for boosting community
engagement and interest surrounding one of Save the Dunes’ fundraising events – Jammin.
Jammin offers event-goers great music from local bands, food, and drinks. Proceeds from this
event are put toward Save the Dunes’ mission of protecting and advocating for the Dunes, the
surrounding Lake Michigan, and the environment. I loved assisting with creating the social
media posts as I was able to hone in on my creative side while pairing that with creating for
such a worthy cause.

Something more so hands-on I was able to participate in as a project was working in the native
pollinator garden on site of the Barker House! This was such a rewarding experience as I was
able to assist with a variety of tasks for the good of keeping the garden up, such as weeding,
potting cacti, helping install a butterfly puddling station, planting bee balm (Monarda) around the puddling station – which attracts bees and butterflies, and partaking in seed collection – for the benefit of a seed library that is in the works. I enjoyed this experience thoroughly as it was
something that helped me become more in tune with the grounds of the place I work at, and
brought me enjoyment knowing I was helping with a good environmental cause – promoting a
local ecosystem.

All in all, I have been offered a plethora of projects to assist on, and it has been so rewarding. I
have gained much from each new thing, and it has felt fulfilling knowing that I have been able to
assist others in the ways that I can, for the good of the work of the organization. Save the Dunes
is involved in so much, and I have definitely witnessed this firsthand!

Isabelle Byrt, Save the Dunes

When I first applied for the CAPS Fellowship, I wasn’t just hoping to gain experience for my
resume. More than anything, I wanted to understand what life after college could actually look like. As a first-generation college student, I have not had many opportunities to observe professionals in an office environment or see what it looks like to be part of a team working toward a common mission. I wanted to learn what was expected of me in a professional workplace; how meetings function, how coworkers communicate, how projects are planned, and how people collaborate to solve problems. At the same time, I wanted my work to matter. If I was going to spend my summer interning somewhere, I hoped it would be with an organization whose mission aligned with my own passion for serving others. The American Red Cross gave me exactly that opportunity.

One experience that captures my summer better than any other was helping lead the Sound the Alarm event in Auburn Gresham. Although the Red Cross had already hosted one Sound the
Alarm event earlier this year, several residents who had signed up for free smoke alarm
installations were unable to be reached. Our team decided to return to the neighborhood to
make sure those families still had the opportunity to receive this potentially life-saving service.
However, there was one complication. The event date had already been scheduled for the last
day of my internship. That realization forced the planning team to push the event up a week
earlier. When the event date unexpectedly changed, I personally called every resident on our list to confirm they were still available. I reorganized installation routes so our volunteer teams could reach as many homes as possible, created maps for each route, and helped coordinate the logistics leading up to the event. On the morning of Sound the Alarm, I greeted volunteers as they arrived, answered questions, distributed materials, and then joined one of the installation teams as we went into the community.

Looking back, what stands out to me most is not the planning itself. It is how natural it felt to
step into that leadership role. At the beginning of the summer, I would have questioned whether I belonged in that position. Could I lead volunteers? Could I organize a large community event? Could people trust me with responsibilities that directly affected others? Those doubts that riddled my mind less than 150 days ago haven’t even crossed my mind now, and Sound the Alarm became the moment when I realized I truly have the potential to grow into the kind of professional I hope to become. For the first time, I genuinely felt competent. I wasn’t just observing professionals anymore; rather, I was actively contributing alongside them. That realization has been one of the greatest gifts of this internship.

Tyrell Frieson, American Red Cross

As my internship at Compass International Family Center continues, I’ve had the chance to reflect on everything I’ve experienced over the past few weeks. When I first started, I was
excited to learn and contribute, but I didn’t realize just how much work happens behind the scenes to make every program and event possible. Looking back now, I have a whole new appreciation for the people who make that work happen, and I’m grateful that I’ve been able to be part of it.

Throughout the summer, I’ve worked on a variety of projects that support both children and
families. One of my favorite responsibilities has been creating lesson plans for the children’s
programs. I enjoy thinking of ways to make learning fun, interactive, and engaging while also
encouraging children to build confidence and curiosity. As a psychology major with a minor in
social work, it’s been exciting to connect what I’ve learned in my classes with real experiences
and see how thoughtful planning can make a difference in a child’s learning.

I’ve also spent a lot of time working on projects that most people never see but that are just as
important. I’ve designed flyers for programs and events, built databases of community support
organizations, and researched resources that can help international families find services like
food assistance, healthcare, housing, legal support, employment assistance, and other community resources. Knowing that these tools can help families connect with organizations
that may make their lives a little easier has made every hour of research feel meaningful.

Another part of my internship that I’ve really enjoyed is finding educational resources for the
children. Whether I’m looking for books, activities, or printable materials, I love knowing that
these resources will help create positive learning experiences. It’s rewarding to be creative while
also thinking about what will best support the children who participate in Compass programs. Right now, I’m also helping prepare the welcome bags that Compass will use at upcoming events. I’ve been coordinating many of the materials that will go inside them, and it’s exciting to
know that something I helped create will be one of the first things new families receive when
they arrive. I hope those welcome bags help people feel welcomed, supported, and excited to
become part of the Compass community.

One of the biggest lessons I’ve learned this summer is how much happens before an event or
program ever takes place. Working alongside my supervisor, Kathleen, has given me a new
appreciation for everything that goes into serving a community. I’ve seen the amount of
planning, organization, and dedication required to make each program successful. Before this
internship, I don’t think I fully understood how many hours of work happen long before families
walk through the door.

Being able to help with those behind-the-scenes projects has honestly been one of the most
rewarding parts of my internship. Even tasks that seem simple, like creating a flyer, organizing a
database, or putting together welcome bags, require a great deal of time and attention. Knowing that I can take some of those responsibilities off Kathleen’s plate and contribute to the team’s work makes me feel like I’m making a real difference. I may not always be the person leading an event, but I know the work I’m doing helps make those moments possible, and that’s something I’m truly proud of.

This experience has also changed the way I think about service. Before this summer, I often
imagined making an impact through direct interaction with people. While I still value that, I’ve
learned that supporting a community also means preparing, organizing, planning, and creating
resources that allow others to succeed. Every lesson plan, every flyer, every database, and
every welcome bag is another way of helping families feel seen, supported, and connected.
That realization has made this internship even more meaningful to me.

As someone who hopes to build a career working with children and families, this experience has strengthened my passion for serving others and reminded me that every contribution matters, no matter how big or small. I’m incredibly thankful for the opportunity to learn from Kathleen and the entire Compass team. As the summer comes to a close, I’m proud of everything we’ve accomplished together, and I know the lessons I’ve learned behind the scenes will stay with me long after this internship ends.

Sofia Gomez, Compass International Family Center

Around Valpo’s campus are labyrinths. Much like a maze, these elaborate pathways have many twists and turns. Yet, every step forward brings you closer to the center. My academic and professional journey has been anything but linear, full of twists and turns! More importantly, it has been full of lessons. My time at Shirley Heinze Land Trust through the CAPS Fellowship program has been no exception to this. During my internship, I’ve pondered many of the questions posed at its outset. The foremost of these inquiries has been, “How can I connect my work to the needs of others?”

The answer to that question has not always felt close; but it has become clearer through the
most unexpected, grounding, and profound experience in conservation as a CAPS Fellow. Every week, I had the opportunity to learn from conservation professionals whose careers have shown me just how interdisciplinary this field truly is. Alongside restoring habitats and protecting natural spaces, I’ve grown to understand the business strategies that allow conservation organizations to fulfill their missions. I found meaningful applications for the skills I am gaining in my undergraduate studies, including the power of storytelling. As amazing as the mission of advancing conservation is, it’s only as impactful as the people who hear it, identify with it, and support it. Through marketing, grant management, and data analytics, nonprofit organizations like Shirley Heinze attract the support they need to continue expanding their community impact. That is something I can actively contribute to.

Perhaps the most meaningful lesson I learned this summer was how to let curiosity guide me through unfamiliar territory. Coming into this experience, I brought a love of nature, service oriented work, and analytics. I never imagined a career existed that could bring those passions together in a meaningful way. As impactful of an experience as these last few months have been, I would never have pursued this opportunity if I had stayed in my comfort zone. If I had carved a traditional path for myself (college, major-focused internship, networking, full-time job), I would have missed out on the extraordinary gift of the unexpected. Instead of trying to course correct, or find a straightforward path to employment, I’ve learned to embrace each twist and turn life sends my way. Exploring service-oriented work through the CAPS program has equipped me with a rich and varied experience that I can bring with me into my career after graduation, and my lifelong commitment to service. I can say with confidence that a career in nonprofit is not only desirable, but possible.

I am incredibly grateful for the mentors, colleagues, and fellow studesnts who challenged me
and trusted me with meaningful work throughout this experience. They created space for me not only to contribute but to ask questions, explore new ideas, and grow as a young professional.

I am moving along in my journey; still learning how to recognize the opportunities that align with my purpose and provide ways to connect my work to the needs of others. I am grateful that this stop in my journey led me to the CAPS Fellowship Program, to Shirley Heinze Land Trust, and now to a purpose-led career path in nonprofit work.

Aria Davis, Shirley Heinze Land Trust

Art is always something that’s been pushed onto us as it connects the ideas of humanity and history. When we’re children, it’s in our nature to be infatuated with creativity; how does something work? Can I make it work better? That work frames creativity and builds the base for art. Art represents our humanity and our creativity, and I’d forgotten how freeing it can feel. At the Grunewald Guild, you begin to realize that a lot of day to day hobbies and activities can be traced back to its root of art. Art is everywhere, in the trees that waver, in the conversations that make you laugh, and even in service. At my organization it’s nearly impossible to not come into contact with art, and that has impacted my mentality. I’ve noticed that because of art, things seem brighter, my emotions feel freer, and I am able to ground myself. Art reminds us of our human nature, it makes us feel and ask questions and that’s why it’s so important. As burnout came and went, I had repressed my artistic side and the Guild has really helped me ignite it again and use it to help others. Art becomes, therefore, connected to the idea of serviceship.

Service becomes apparent when you notice an impact that you may have had on your own life, or on somebody else’s life. At the Grunewald Guild, we prioritize allowing people to be themselves, step out of their comfort zone and try something new. Since my last blog post, I’ve participated in varying activities such as ecstatic dancing, diving into a cold river, jewelry making, and crocheting. The activity that stuck out to me the most was the act of ecstatic dancing. Now, a direct definition is “Ecstatic dance is a form of dance in which the dancers, sometimes without the need to follow specific steps, release themselves to the rhythm and move freely.” But I personally don’t think that fully sums up the elevated feeling ecstatic dancing brings up. As you move freely to the rhythm of music, that inner child starts to come out, that shameless kid inside of you that is still there begins to dance. Your inner emotions begin to free itself all in the name of music. It’s a “feel-good” activity that I highly recommend for people to try. But through it, I felt no judgement and a sense of safety in the community. To feel those emotions has been a privilege, to continue to be part of a community that serves each other is freeing.

The activities I’ve experienced have had an impact on me mentally and from the past couple weeks of hearing people say that their experience at the Grunewald Guild was irreplaceable, reminds me that I actively participate in service to others. In the Guild’s mission statement this year there is a theme of resonance which includes paying attention to the vibration and energy of those around you. Resonance has become a key to the service I am actively participating in. We are being encouraged to slow down, spend time with each other, listen to ourselves and to others.

Nickie Smar, Grunewald Guild

This summer at Jacob’s Ladder in Chesterton has been a journey of watching growth happen right in front of me. My role here is simple on the surface. I take pictures and videos during therapy sessions and turn them into stories that help the world understand the work being done in this place. But the more time I spend behind the camera, the more I realize that something deeper is happening. I am changing too.

Every session feels like a window into a child’s world. I see their effort, their determination, their frustration, and their joy. I watch them arrive with challenges that sometimes feel heavy, and I watch them leave a little taller because they accomplished something that once felt impossible. Being present for these moments has shifted something inside me.

There is a rhythm to the sessions. A child takes a step that is shaky and uncertain. A therapist offers encouragement. The child tries again. I capture the moment. Later, when I review the footage, I notice details I missed in real time. The way a child’s eyes brighten when they realize they did it. The way a therapist celebrates even the smallest improvement. The way parents watch with hope that grows session after session. These details stay with me long after I leave the building.

I did not expect to be moved so deeply by what I see. I came into this fellowship thinking I would learn about storytelling and social media strategy. Instead, I am learning about resilience. I am learning about patience. I am learning about the quiet power of showing up consistently. Watching these kids work through their challenges has made me reflect on my own. If they can keep trying with so much courage, then I can too.

There is something sacred about witnessing progress. It is not loud. It is not dramatic. It is steady and honest. It is a child taking one more step than they could last week. It is a smile after a hard moment. It is a therapist saying I knew you could do it. These moments remind me that growth in my own life does not have to be perfect or fast. It just has to be real.

As I create posts that share these stories with the world, I feel a sense of responsibility. I want people to see the heart behind the work at Jacob’s Ladder. I want them to understand that what happens here is more than therapy. It is transformation. It is connection. It is hope.

This fellowship is shaping me in ways I did not expect. It is teaching me to slow down and pay attention. It is helping me understand that calling is not always found in big decisions. Sometimes it is found in the quiet act of witnessing someone else’s courage and letting it inspire your own.

Step by step, I am connecting the dots. And I am grateful for every moment.

When I found out I would be working with Compass this summer, I was excited because I have always enjoyed serving my community. I never imagined I would become part of an organization whose mission aligns so closely with my own values. Compass International [Family] Center is dedicated to welcoming and supporting international individuals and families, and being able to contribute to that mission has made this internship especially meaningful.

One of the biggest highlights of my internship has been working with my supervisor, Kathleen.
She has been an exceptional mentor throughout this experience. From the very beginning, she
has trusted me with meaningful responsibilities while always being available to answer questions and provide guidance. She encourages me to take initiative, be creative, and contribute my own ideas, which has helped me grow both personally and professionally. Having a supervisor who believes in my potential has made this internship both enjoyable and incredibly rewarding.

One thing that makes my experience at Compass so unique is realizing how much happens
behind the scenes at a nonprofit organization. Before starting this internship, I did not realize
how many different programs, resources, and services Compass provides to support international individuals and families. Although Compass may seem like a small organization from the outside, it is constantly working on new initiatives that make a meaningful difference in the community.

I especially enjoy that no two days are the same. Kathleen is always developing new ideas
and projects, and I have the opportunity to contribute to many of them. From creating
educational materials and researching community resources to organizing information and
supporting new programs, there is always something meaningful to work on. I love that every
project challenges me to learn something new while allowing me to contribute, even in a small
way, to helping families feel welcomed, connected, and supported as they build their lives in a
new community.

One of my favorite parts of the internship is every Tuesday, when I work directly with the
preschool children. I help plan activities while also participating alongside the children as they
complete crafts, games, stories, and other hands-on learning experiences. Although these
moments are fun and rewarding, I have come to realize that they represent something much
bigger. By creating a safe, engaging, and welcoming environment for the children, we are also
supporting their parents and caregivers, giving families a place where they can build
relationships, learn together, and feel connected to the community.

The children constantly remind me why I chose this career path. They are naturally curious,
excited to participate, and eager to share what they know. One thing that amazes me is how
much they remember from previous lessons. Whether we are talking about plants, reading a
story together, or introducing a new activity, they often connect new ideas to things we explored weeks before. Watching those moments happen has shown me how powerful early childhood learning can be when children feel encouraged, supported, and excited to learn. It has also reminded me that meaningful learning happens through positive experiences that children carry with them long after the activity is over.

Beyond working with the preschoolers, Compass has shown me that service comes in many
forms. Sometimes it means researching community resources, designing educational materials,
preparing activities, or welcoming someone who is new to the area. Other times, it simply
means creating an environment where people feel seen, valued, and connected. While my
individual role may seem small, I know that each task contributes to the larger mission of
helping international families feel supported as they build their lives in Northwest Indiana.
Knowing that my work can make even a small difference in someone’s experience has been
one of the most meaningful parts of this internship.

As I continue my internship, I look forward to learning even more from the incredible people at
Compass International [Family] Center. Every project, every new challenge, and every Tuesday with the preschoolers reminds me why I chose psychology and why I hope to dedicate my career to serving children, families, and communities. I am grateful for the opportunity to contribute to an organization that makes such a meaningful impact, and I am excited to continue growing through service.

Sofia Gomez, Compass International Family Center

I’d forgotten just how much I love nature. As a little girl, I spent a lot of time outdoors–looking for creeping bugs, playing in the dirt, and collecting flowers. I have countless memories of being filled with pride as I’d run up to my parents and show them my discoveries. Yet, as tends to happen, the further away I got from childhood, the more I lost touch with the refreshing and deep joy nature gives me. Here at Shirley Heinze Land Trust, I’ve reconnected with the natural world–only now, I understand the value of protecting it.

When I started my internship in June, it became immediately apparent that this summer would
not only be reflective, but fun. Alongside 13 other interns, I have explored an entire world of
biodiversity, research, and conservation that I had no idea existed. From hiking the Indiana
Dunes, to exploring botanical gardens and nature preserves, I have gained a new, deepened
appreciation for creation. I approached this summer experience with an array of questions, most of which have to do with my professional growth and trajectory. Yet, the answers I’ve found are more profound, grounded in purpose.

I’ve found joy in the quiet, reflective setting here at Meadowbrook Nature Preserve. Going on
near-daily walks in the forest, and spending time disconnected from my devices during my lunch period offers moments of introspection that I might not have taken otherwise. I notice more, now. Creation has taught me to worry less, and see how even the smallest of birds always have what they need (Matthew 6:26,27). In just a few meaningful weeks, I’ve returned to that little girl who loved to play in the dirt.

It’s been a gift to see how my work at Shirley Heinze impacts their work and mission. They’ve
spent decades reconnecting others in the community to nature; helping people from all
backgrounds to have similar moments of reflection, appreciation, and awe. This is a legacy I
now have the privilege to be part of. Initially, I was unsure how I would align with and contribute
to the work here at Shirley Heinze. I faced feelings of inadequacy and a fear of the unknown.
Yet, the guidance, support, and greater purpose I’ve explored through the CAPS Fellowship
Program has allowed me to see past these fears; channeling them into momentum and growth.
Knowing that I support such an impactful mission with deep roots in my community has given
me added motivation in my internship. I show up to work each day excited to learn and create
something new.

One of the questions I asked myself at the beginning of this Fellowship was, “How can I connect
my work with the needs of others?” I have learned a new skill in my experience this summer: the art of noticing. Slowing down, observing a need, and being intentional about the way I support it. I’ve learned to be more adaptable, and try to integrate compassion, empathy, and humility in everything I do. That aligns with my purpose, and is something I can carry with me to every stop in my journey. This summer internship, and more profoundly this fellowship have been uniquely formative in this chapter of my life. I can’t wait to see what other lessons and shaping moments remain.

Aria Davis, Shirley Heinze Land Trust

What a summer this has been! Now in the midst of my internship, my experiences have become more varied and often more consumed with meaning than before. Arguably my most impactful experience has been working with the local community through not only my position as a van assistant, but also and primarily through grant writing. In order to best serve the community, assuring proper funding for programming is critical, and as such, my grant writing work attains a level of spirituality to it that doesn’t necessarily apply to other applications; since I’ve been able to see firsthand the kind of work that Compass does, I’ve seen what I am writing for and why what I am doing is essential for the wellbeing of the community. Compass’ work isn’t and cannot be free, so as such, grant writing becomes a lifeline that is required for the continuation and propagation of the ideals of the founders. I am able to further the objectives of the nonprofit, the organization giving the grant, and ultimately, the Kingdom of Heaven by fulfilling the ideals of the Beatitudes of Matthew 5. Furthermore, my continued social media work also ties into this; I’ve been able to expand Compass’ outreach considerably, and as such, we will be able to reach more people and better administer Christ’s love to the Valparaiso community.

In addition, due to the location of my internship, I’ve been able to maintain my bonds with my
Church and community in town. I have been able to continue volunteering at Cafe Manna, the
community meal offered at the St. Teresa of Avila Catholic Student Center, in conjunction with
developing the young adult community at that same parish. Northwest Indiana is blessed to
have a thriving group of young Catholic adults, and because I’m located in Valpo, I’ve been able
to spend time with them while furthering my understanding of the needs of Valparaiso citizens.
Seeing what drives key aspects such as employment, food stability, as well as funding has
made a significant impact on how I view needs within the community. The lack of monolithicity (or diversity of perspectives) and the individual encounters I have had with so many people have shown me the multifaceted ways in which Christ is present in others, and because of this, I have come to better understand the necessity of organizations and events that build strong supportive communities.

I hope to utilize these skills in my professional life by applying the amount of knowledge I’ve
gained about organizational leadership and community building to the workplace. I believe doing so will empower both me and allow me to better fulfill my purpose of establishing Christ’s
kingdom on earth. I again would like to thank everyone who has helped me come this far;
without your support, I would not be where I am today. Thank you!

Matthew Landrum, Compass International Family Center

At the time that my first blog post surfaces, I will have completed my first week of internship at Grunewald Guild. While being here I have surfaced a new passion for art, creativity, and have welcomed the idea of spirituality with a community. My experience the past week has already been unforgettable and though I have around five more weeks left, I haven’t had any doubts about feeling that my placement was right for me. When writing this, I have been here for three full days, in those three days I’ve flourished more than I ever thought was possible. I’ve been on a hike, swam in a river and lake, made block stamps, and practiced their mission statement of resonance. The Guild’s mission statement is all about resonance, “Community, at its truest, is a resonant body. Each person brings their own frequency—their grief, their joy, their curiosity, their questions—and somehow, when held with care, these differences do not cancel one another out. They create harmony. Not uniformity, but consonance. A shared field where no one voice dominates, and no one is lost.”

In my journey, I have recently grappled with issues of what my calling or service truly is to the community. While others around me focus on social and political affairs, helping children, environmental conservation, I found myself questioning if what I was doing had any point. Of course one could argue that self-working is service to yourself, but there was a voice in the back of my mind questioning if what I was doing was selfish. Everything feels so easy here, so am I really doing any social work?

As I grappled with my idea of “selfishness”, I had meals with some familiar and some new faces. After getting past the introduction stage of “Where are you from?” or “Is this your first time in Washington?” you uncover that these people in your community are here to be present. As you talk, you start to uncover the struggles in people’s lives slowly. You’ll hear people of all ages talking about loss, grief, guilt, and worry. Every person has a story of why they’re here, some are dealing with the death of someone close, others work a laboring job. Each and every individual here is not only just here for themselves, they’re here for others. Every meal spent a new conversation and a new fact surfaces. Every class period of art there’s the group talking casually or about the activity. Every morning Matin and nightly Vespers’ intentions we’re brought together to ground ourselves. The place is oozing with the intimacy of being present and feeling your inner and outer resonance while listening to each other.

Going into my internship, I was still dealing with the loss of my grandmother and the sense of community you feel is freeing. Each week there is a new group of people, some familiar and some new, that in itself creates more opportunity to show up. The people have writing workshops on their own, teachers create pop-up events for others who don’t get to experience their class, and every day we’re brought together. None of that would be possible without one’s presence. A quote from the Wednesday Matins by Mary Oliver read that “Attention without feeling, I began to learn, is only a report. An openness – an empathy – Dear pine cone, let me hold you as you open.” Which spoke to almost everyone in that room because it reminded us all of our presence. When we hold each other close and stay attentive, we are open and we feel all of the emotions being let out whether it be through art, writing, speaking, or our thoughts. In creating art, we express the true beauty of the world, but in being here we are creating art. Being present in itself is an art that many take for granted, you never know what will happen in the next few minutes, so be present now, not in your future or past. The mission statement of resonance resonates with where I am in my journey, leaving space for community and others to be present not only in my life but their lives.

While others deal with the social issues rapidly changing first hand, the guild serves as a quiet act of rebellion against them. It brings together a community of people, has them express themselves through art, and allows for opportunity to be present for ourselves. As I continue my internship, I look forward to serving the local community and practicing the art of being present.

Nickie Smar, Grunewald Guild

My experience at Save the Dunes has been such a formative experience thus far, despite having only started with the organization a week ago. Before solidifying my decision to participate in the CAPS Fellows program, I knew that I wanted an internship that paired with my love for nature. I discovered Save the Dunes through the CAPS program process, and it perfectly aligned with that value. On top of that, it offered so much more. Save the Dunes mission targets three “buckets”: conservation, advocacy, and community engagement. These are things I am learning more and more about every day, and things that I can say that I now have a greater appreciation for.

Part of why my experience has been so formative and valuable is due to the people I have met, their dedication to Save the Dunes and its mission and work. Everyone at the organization has had a connection in some way or another with the wonders and beauties nature has to offer. They have that connection to it, and I believe they use that connection and passion to drive their work. It is inspiring to see. On top of this, they have all been welcoming and ready and willing to offer help to me as a newbie. Answering any questions I might have, providing me with background information on the organization and its work, and defining “new-fangled” terminology for me. I feel as though I have already learned so much, despite only just starting. This is exactly what I was hoping to gain from this summer experience, and I know I will discover much more throughout the rest of my time with the organization.

Save the Dunes mission focuses on serving to protect and advocate for the Indiana Dunes, Lake Michigan, and other natural areas, and the amazing thing…the organization has a longstanding history with this mission. Since 1952, when Save the Dunes was established, a rock was formed. This rock is one with purpose, one that is sturdy, reliable, and not easily eroded by whatever elements are blown its way.

Despite my present connection to such an organization, I have always had a love and appreciation for the dunes and what they have to offer. I grew up by Lake Michigan and spent many a beach day down by the shore. I remember racing down the dunes, building some questionable and probably not structurally sound sand castles with my sister, and long hikes with my family. I have so many memories from my childhood shaped by these things. These are things I hope that other families can continue to enjoy and appreciate going far into the future. This is possible through the worthy work of organizations like Save the Dunes.

Throughout the rest of the summer, I hope to continue to learn, grow, thrive, and make connections in the environment in which Save the Dunes fosters (which I am certain I will, especially since I get to work in the amazing historic house – Barker House). So far, I have learned that even the smallest of tasks have their own meaning and contribute to the larger picture. I am looking forward to continuing to help with whatever projects I can and assisting with the amazing work the organization is involved in.

Isabelle Byrt, Save the Dunes

One of the biggest things I’ve learned so far is how much intentionality goes into youth development work. It’s not just about keeping students busy or supervised; it’s about building relationships, consistency, and trust. I’ve seen how small interactions like remembering a student’s name, asking about their day, and celebrating a small academic win can make a real difference in how students show up. At first, I underestimated how powerful those “small” moments could be, but now I see they are often the foundation of everything else.

Another part of my experience has been learning how teamwork operates in a structured youth organization.
I’ve had the chance to observe and work alongside staff members who are deeply committed to the mission. Whether it’s planning enrichment activities or managing the flow of a busy afternoon, I’ve noticed how communication and flexibility are key. There are moments when plans change quickly, and being able to adapt without losing focus on the students is something I’m actively learning.

This internship has also made me think more seriously about purpose and calling. I’ve been asking myself what kind of long-term impact I want to have, and being at By The Hand has pushed me to think about service in a more consistent and relational way. I used to think leadership meant being in charge or making big decisions, but here I’ve seen leadership in quieter forms like encouraging a student who is struggling, or helping create a safe space where young people feel seen and supported. That has challenged and expanded my understanding of what it means to lead.

In many ways, this experience connects directly to my academic and personal journey. As a student interested in fields like social work, law, and public service, I’m beginning to understand how early intervention and mentorship can shape someone’s entire trajectory. The work I’m doing now may feel small day to day, but I can see how it contributes to something larger, helping students build confidence, discipline, and hope for their futures.

There have also been moments of challenge. Some days require a lot of patience, especially when students are dealing with frustration or energy is high in the room. I’ve had to learn how to stay calm, how to redirect situations positively, and how to support without taking things personally. These moments have helped me grow not just professionally, but personally as well. Overall, this internship has helped me better understand the kind of environment I want to be part of in the future, one where service, education, and community come together. I’m grateful for the opportunity to learn in real time and to contribute to something that is actively shaping young lives.

Angel Johnson, By The Hand Club for Kids

My first ever internship with the American Red Cross has been one of the most meaningful
learning experiences I have had so far as a college student and aspiring social worker. When I
first began my internship, I was excited about the opportunity, but I was also nervous. During my
first few days, everything seemed to move incredibly fast. There were countless acronyms to
learn, unfamiliar terminology, and an organizational structure that felt overwhelming at first. Early on during my training, I sometimes questioned whether I would be able to keep up with the pace of the work or fully understand the responsibilities that came with my role.

Fortunately, those feelings of uncertainty did not last long. What stood out to me almost
immediately was the support I received from my supervisor and coworkers. From my very first
day, they created an environment that was welcoming, patient, and encouraging. Instead of
expecting me to figure everything out on my own, they treated my internship as a genuine
learning experience. They consistently answered my questions, explained many acronyms, and
checked in to make sure I was adjusting well. Their support helped me become more comfortable in my role and reminded me that growth often comes from being willing to learn from others, rather than knowing all the answers.

As I became more familiar with Disaster Cycle Services and the mission of the American Red
Cross, I began to see the real impact this work has on individuals and families experiencing
crisis. In my role, I have had opportunities to assist with disaster response efforts, particularly
home fire cases throughout the Greater Chicago South area. One of my favorite aspects of the
internship has been interacting directly with clients and conducting damage assessments to
determine how the Red Cross can support them. These conversations are often taking place
during some of the most difficult moments in a person’s life, which makes empathy, active
listening, and effective communication especially important.

As a social work major, this experience has allowed me to practice many of the micro-level skills
I have learned in the classroom. Concepts that once existed only in textbooks now have
real-world applications. Whether I am listening to a client describe what they have lost, helping
them understand available resources, or connecting them with support services, I am gaining
practical experience that is helping me grow both professionally and personally. Seeing how
these skills can provide comfort and guidance during times of crisis has reinforced my desire to
pursue a career centered on helping others.

Beyond the direct service aspect of the internship, I have also learned a great deal about
professionalism and workplace dynamics. Every day presents opportunities to collaborate with
coworkers, communicate effectively, and adapt to changing situations. While there have certainly been challenges, such as missing a few calls when I was away from my Red Cross devices or navigating the realities of Chicago traffic, each obstacle has become an opportunity to learn and improve. These experiences have taught me the importance of responsibility, preparedness, and flexibility in professional settings.

One of the questions that many CAPS Fellows are encouraged to consider is how our
experiences connect to our sense of purpose and calling. This internship has helped me reflect
deeply on that question. Before beginning this role, I knew I wanted to become a social worker
because I wanted to help people. However, this experience has shown me that helping people
often happens in small but significant ways. Sometimes it means listening carefully. Sometimes
it means connecting someone with resources. Sometimes it simply means being present for a
person during a difficult moment. Through the Red Cross, I have seen how service can take
many forms, and each one has the potential to make a meaningful difference.

As I continue my internship, I hope to contribute to projects that create lasting benefits for the
organization, its volunteers, and the communities it serves. I want the work I complete this
summer to have an impact that extends beyond my time as an intern. Most importantly, I am
grateful for the opportunity to learn, grow, and serve alongside people who are deeply committed to helping others. This experience has strengthened my confidence, expanded my professional skills, and affirmed my belief that a career dedicated to service is the right path for me. I am excited to see where the rest of this journey leads and what additional lessons it will teach me about purpose, leadership, and serving others.

Tyrell Frieson, American Red Cross

When I first learned about Camp Lakeside, I immediately knew it was somewhere I wanted to be involved. A summer camp created for kids of all abilities, with a mission focused on equity, inclusion, and belonging, aligned so closely with the values that are important to me. Throughout my experiences in healthcare and service, I have developed a strong passion for advocating for people whose voices are not always heard or whose abilities are sometimes underestimated. Being able to spend my summer in a place where every child is valued for exactly who they are has been incredibly meaningful.

Before starting my internship, I expected to learn about planning activities, supporting campers, and being part of a team. While I have gained all of those skills, I have also learned so much more from the campers themselves. Camp Lakeside has shown me that true inclusion is about much more than simply allowing someone to participate. It is about creating a space where every person feels welcomed, respected, and like they truly belong.

One of my favorite parts of this experience has been seeing how much joy comes from creating
opportunities for everyone to be involved. Many people with disabilities experience barriers because of inaccessible environments, misconceptions, or assumptions about what they can and cannot do. At Camp Lakeside, the focus is not on limitations. Instead, the focus is on finding creative ways to support each camper and make sure everyone has the opportunity to have fun, build friendships, and create memories.

This experience has changed the way I think about advocacy. Advocacy does not always have to be a major action or a public statement. Sometimes it looks like listening, being patient, learning what someone needs, and helping others see a person beyond their disability. Working at Camp Lakeside has reminded me that small actions can make a lasting impact. A welcoming attitude and a willingness to understand others can completely change someone’s experience.

As a Health Sciences student on the Pre-PA track, this internship has connected deeply with my future goals in healthcare. I have always wanted a career where I can support and advocate for others, especially individuals who may face challenges having their needs recognized. Camp Lakeside has reinforced that caring for people is not only about knowledge and skills; it is about compassion, empathy, and recognizing the value of every individual.

One thing that has stood out to me this summer is how often people with disabilities are judged based on misconceptions rather than who they truly are. Camp Lakeside challenges those ideas by creating a place where kids can simply be kids. They can laugh, make friends, try new things, and experience the same moments of growth and connection as anyone else.

I am so grateful to be part of a community that reflects the values I hope to carry throughout my future career. My time at Camp Lakeside has strengthened my passion for inclusion and advocacy while helping me better understand my purpose: creating spaces where everyone feels seen, supported, and valued. I look forward to continuing to learn from this experience and carrying these lessons with me long after the summer ends.

Grace Vaughn, Camp Lakeside

This summer, I have had the opportunity to serve as an intern with By The Hand Club for Kids, and it has already been one of the most meaningful experiences of my college journey. As someone who values service, leadership, and helping others reach their full potential, this internship has given me a chance to see firsthand how a caring community can make a lasting impact on young people and families. Each day has brought new opportunities to learn, grow, and reflect on my own purpose and calling.

Working at By The Hand has allowed me to contribute to an organization that is deeply
committed to supporting students academically, emotionally, and spiritually. Throughout the
summer, I have assisted with various activities, supported staff members, and helped create a
positive environment for students. Whether I am helping with programming, interacting with
students, preparing materials, or assisting with daily operations, I have learned that every task
plays an important role in the organization’s mission. Seeing the dedication of the staff and
volunteers has inspired me to approach my work with greater intention and care.

One of the most rewarding parts of this experience has been building relationships with the
students. Their energy, curiosity, and enthusiasm remind me why organizations like By The
Hand are so important. I have enjoyed getting to know the students and encouraging them as
they participate in activities and learn new skills. Even small interactions can make a difference.
A simple conversation, word of encouragement, or helping a student complete a task can help
build confidence and create a sense of belonging.

I often think about questions related to purpose and calling. This internship has encouraged me
to reflect on how my personal values connect with my future career goals. I have always been
passionate about helping others and creating positive change within my community. Through
this experience, I have seen how meaningful work can impact lives in ways that may not always
be immediately visible. It has reinforced my belief that success is not only measured by personal achievements but also by the ways we support and uplift others.

My experience at By The Hand has connected to many of the lessons I have learned through
my classes and leadership experiences. In school, I have studied the importance of community
engagement, service, and leadership. This internship has allowed me to put those concepts into
practice. Rather than simply reading about the importance of supporting others, I have had the
opportunity to witness it every day through the work being done at By The Hand. One thing that has surprised me is how much growth can happen in a relatively short period of time.

As the summer continues, I am excited to keep learning from my supervisors, coworkers, and
the students I serve. I am grateful for the opportunity to be part of an organization that is making a real difference in the lives of young people. This experience has reminded me that purpose is often discovered through service, relationships, and a willingness to invest in others. I look forward to continuing this journey and carrying these lessons with me throughout my future career and leadership experiences.

Angel Johnson, By The Hand Club for Kids

It’s been just two weeks since I stepped into Jacob’s Ladder, in Chesterton, as a CAPS Fellow, and this experience is already shaping me in ways I didn’t expect. Walking through the doors, I’m reminded why I chose a path rooted in service, learning, and community. There’s something special about this place, something you can feel before you can fully explain it.

Jacob’s Ladder has a mission that resonates deeply with me: helping children reach their fullest potential through compassionate, evidence‑based therapy. Seeing that mission lived out in real time, in the patience of the therapists, the joy of the kids, and the trust of the families has been one of the most grounding parts of my fellowship so far.

My role here blends observation, creativity, and connection. I’m learning how to capture the moments that matter: the small victories, the breakthroughs, the smiles through photography and videography. It’s a privilege to document stories that reflect resilience and growth. Every image feels like a reminder that progress doesn’t always look big or loud; sometimes it’s a child trying something new, or a parent exhaling with relief.

What I appreciate most is the environment. The team is welcoming, collaborative, and genuinely invested in each child’s journey. They’ve made space for me to learn, ask questions, and contribute in meaningful ways. I feel supported, challenged, and inspired.

As I continue this fellowship, I’m excited to keep growing as a nurse, as a storyteller, and as someone committed to serving families with dignity and compassion. If the first two weeks are any indication, this experience will leave a lasting mark on how I show up in my future practice.

And honestly, I’m grateful. Grateful for the opportunity, the people, the mission, and the chance to be part of something that truly matters.

Armelle S. Ndemanou Dongmo, Jacob’s Ladder

This morning, the first thing I did after waking up was go outside, let some chickens out of their coop, throw a cup of corn into their enclosure, refill their oats and water, and then get started with my actual work for the day. My work with Compass International [Family Center], as of now, has largely been virtual; the nonprofit’s needs primarily relate to social media and data collection, which I have taken joy in fulfilling. Some of my prior work with the university, such as my role as volunteer coordinator of St. Teresa of Avila’s Cafe Manna, has exposed me firsthand to many of the most vulnerable living within Valparaiso; however, my role at Compass has exposed me to a new angle by which I can approach caring for a population in need. My role is more administrative in character, at least as of now, and as such, it deals more directly with addressing issues that Compass faces as opposed to immediate care. I believe this is a good path for me to explore because it allows for the professionals who do volunteer work with us to do their job more easily and effectively.

From my economics and math background, I’ve had a lot of experience with research and problem solving, especially in terms of efficiency and complex language and terms. I believe that my time at Compass has given me a unique opportunity to implement that into a setting that actively benefits and assists those on the front lines of care that is needed in Valpo. I’m looking forward to work that I will be doing in the future, particularly both the work I’ll be doing on the ground with Compass participants, but also other ways I can assist the nonprofit administratively. Furthermore, I also appreciate the mission driven and Christian character of Compass International; as a Peer Minister at the St. Teresa of Avila Catholic Student Center, faith is important to me personally, and I view the work that I do as an extension of it. Being able to work for such an important mission as helping international families and individuals grow accustomed to life in the United States is, to me, a textbook example of Matthew 25:35 (“For I was hungry and you gave me food, I was thirsty and you gave me drink, I was a stranger and you welcomed me”) being applied in modern life. Working for a mission based cause such as this excites me, and spiritually prepares me for what the rest of adulthood will eventually provide.

I would like to end by stating my gratitude toward everyone who has allowed me to thrive at this stage in my life. I would like to thank my family, friends, housemates, and faculty at Valparaiso University for giving me the opportunity to be a positive force within the greater Valparaiso community. Without your support, I surely would not have been able to make it as far as I have. May we all be inspired to live out the Gospel message and see Christ in each and every one of our neighbors.

Matthew Landum, Compass International Family Center

It’s hard to believe my summer at the Grunewald Guild is already coming to an end. These ten or so weeks have been so incredibly fulfilling, and I’m forever grateful for the vibrant and colourful community that the Guild fosters for all who visit. I’ve grown to appreciate the regular Matins and Vespers gatherings each day. It’s been cool to see how helpful that small bit of routine makes such a difference in my motivation. Taking that time at the opening and closing of each day to focus intentionally on grounding, appreciation, and reflection has helped me to better understand and learn from my time spent here.

I’ve had the opportunity to explore so many new forms of creative expression, and I can tell that both my skills and my understanding have developed significantly from when I arrived two months ago. I was able to take part in the stained glass class a couple weeks ago, and it was an amazing experience being able to experiment and try out this new art form that would otherwise be rather daunting, expensive, and relatively inaccessible to beginners. After spending the week finishing a small introductory project to learn the basic skills and process, I’ve continued to make use of my access to the studio and equipment in working on a larger piece. I also got to participate in an incredibly wide variety of pop-up activities that various faculty led throughout the summer, which allowed me to explore a plethora of new media in a guided, low-stakes environment that encouraged playful creativity and experimentation. These spontaneous afternoon events had more diverse forms of art than I could have come up with, including turmeric sunprinting, clay sculpture, silk painting, linocut stamp carving & printmaking, celtic knot drawing, sacred geometry & iconography, jewelry making, collage, and hand-making natural watercolour paints from materials foraged from right here on campus.

One of the biggest gifts this summer internship has offered me is the encouragement, support, and motivation to follow the call of creative inspiration and curiosity. Learning to give myself space and time to play with creativity has helped me find ways to flourish and thrive in this great big world I’m entering post-graduation. I know my memories and community here will follow me no matter where I go, and I’m excited to see the lessons I’ve gleaned this summer
blossom into my future.

Bianca Olfert, Grunewald Guild

Friday, August 8, 2025, was my last day at Camp Lakeside, and I am going to miss it terribly. There were so many lessons learned, rewarding moments, bonds created, that it became painful to let the summer end. As part of Camp Lakeside’s group of counselors, I spent the summer supporting
the children’s leadership in their activities and providing personal support to each of the campers’ different needs, I bonded with my coworkers and with the campers. I had a wonderful time.

Despite all the joy and appreciation that I experienced during this internship, there were also challenging and exhausting moments, especially during my first contacts with new children. All typical and atypical children have different views of the world and different needs, and learning how to deal with each different type of crisis is an arduous but achievable process. Learning the right approach for a child and being able to overcome challenges with it is rewarding.

As human beings we are constantly evolving, but as a child, small growths become evident in a short space of time. Creating a bond with a child and seeing them develop so quickly fills my heart with pride and makes me wish I could live that summer all over again. In addition, being able to recognize the different needs of different people made me feel that I was in the right place.

The CAPS program not only gave me the opportunity to experience an incredible summer alongside amazing people, but it also opened my eyes to what makes me happy and gives me pleasure. Through the reflections made during the summer I deepened my knowledge of a world I had never been part of – that of people with disabilities, and I realized that working with people is not just about communication, it is about empathy and the desire to transmit joy. My heart filled with joy every time one of the campers, diagnosed with Down’s Syndrome, gave me a smiling “Hi” and opened his arms to hug me. He did this several times a day, and I loved every one of them. It would be a privilege to be able to call this a profession.

CAPS is designed to offer us an experience of leadership and service, but for me it was more than that, it was an opportunity of personal and professional growth. I learned skills of care and affection, I empathized with children and parents, I avoided knowing which children had a diagnosis and which didn’t, giving me the chance to use my perception to notice the different behaviors and needs. I enjoyed the experience 100%, and if I had the chance, I would do it all over again. 

This fall is my last semester, and this summer has served as a compass for me, directing me towards the path I want to pursue after graduation. This summer was the end of a route guided by CAPS, but graduation will be the beginning of a beautiful journey of dedication and work. My calling is to serve people in need, and I will follow it.

Larissa Pina, Camp Lakeside