Monthly Archives: July 2016

I’ve Been Carrying a Bison Around Michigan City

For those of you who aren’t familiar, the wonderful state of Indiana is celebrating its bicentennial this year. Or, as we like to say at the United Way office, Indiana is celebrating its “Bison-tennial.” To raise awareness for both the state and the United Way, Charlie and I have been hauling a baby bison around the city, visiting various funded partners and popular spots in Michigan City. There are two things about this project that I’d like to point out. First, and most important, is that I get to go to the beach a lot.

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There’s nothing like leaving the office for an hour or two so you can take pictures with a bison at the pier. Being located 3 blocks from Lake Michigan has its benefits! Spending time at the beach and near the water is fun, but in reality the most exciting part of the bison project is interacting with the people of Michigan City and LaPorte County. People tend to give you funny looks and ask a lot of questions when you’re carrying a bison around town. The bison has sparked conversation with people that we would never have the chance to talk to otherwise and we’ve spread some great information about the United Way. In addition to random people on the street, we’ve also brought the bison to local agencies that the United Way partners with. The Boys and Girls Club of Michigan City hosts camps for kids during the summer. We had the opportunity to bring the bison to meet the kids, tour the facility, and meet with the executive director to talk about problems involving children in the city. The bison has traveled to United Way sponsored Kindergarten Countdown Camps at a local elementary school. These camps prepare children for kindergarten by giving them a taste of what going to school is like. The kids got to meet the bison, which for them was a real treat, and Charlie and I again had the chance to participate first hand in developing the community. We’ve been able to use the bison as an excuse to move around the county and see everything there is to see and participate in everything that the United Way has its hand in in the county.

At this point I’ll be working for about three more weeks and it’s sad to see the summer slowly drawing to a close. When I go to meetings or events in the community, I actually know people and have a good understanding of the not-for-profit arena in the city. Just as I’m becoming comfortable and everything seems normal, the summer starts to end, and that’s disappointing. Through this internship I’ve come face to face with the people and struggles of LaPorte County and it’s tough to think about leaving when there’s still so much work to do. I’ve really grown attached to this county and the people and businesses here (take that Porter County) and it will be tough to leave. But I also know that I’ve learned very tangible skills and acquired a fair amount of knowledge and connections that will travel with me wherever I go. My social media skills, as far as a professional account are concerned, have increased immensely. I’ve stared in, produced, and written a rap and video. (I’ll attach that at the end in case you want to see it again). I’ve introduced myself at least a thousand times this summer, sometimes to individuals, sometimes to groups of a hundred people. I’ve networked with people from every type of business. I’m taking a lot with me when I leave in a couple short weeks, but I’ll still be sad to go.

As promised, here’s Charlie and I singing and dancing our summer away:

Who Got the Chicken Foot?

The young woman sitting across the aisle leaned over and asked in broken English “Where are you going in Haiti?” As soon as Professor Blood replied with ‘La Victore’, a weak smile formed across her face and her eyes seemed to say ‘I understand what you will be doing in Haiti’. I realized then that this trip would be different than my previous work in Haiti, Mexico, or Nicaragua.

Without internet access, I was forced to use this nifty invention called a pen and paper to record my experience in country. Here is what I wrote:

 

Day 1 (07/19)

Ten of us piled into a minivan to start our trip from the capital, Port au Prince, to La Victore located in northern Haiti. The driver brought his whole family along for the expected 5 hour drive. Dodging weaving motorcycles and four lanes of traffic on a two lane road, we managed to escape the vehicle madness and enter the country side. We drove up rolling green mountains and through brown flowing rivers both of which sprinkled with plastic bags and bottles. After nine hours,… yes nine… and observing the countryside as well as a man hanging on a speeding truck for dear life while disposing his breakfast due to motion sickness, we arrived in La Victore.

Mosquito Bite Count: 3

Typical river in Haiti

Typical river in Haiti

Day 2 (07/20)

At five in the morning the rooster crows and a Haitian song that was played on repeat the rest of the week makes its way through our open window. Professor Blood, Kortney and I start to assemble the power pack. The power pack is essentially a mobile outlet. In the bottom container are two 24 volt car batteries with the wires connected to the top container containing a charge controller, inverter and outlets. The power pack allows the school to charge the batteries via solar or generator then wheel the pack to any location that needs power (the electric water pumps, lighting the school etc).

We then took the power pack to the school and installed our first well. Upon returning at the end of the day, we heard cries from a chicken getting plucked and prepared for dinner*. While the scene unrolled,  I found it ironic that the rooster was watching the entire thing. Later that night, we had chicken soup huddled around a dim battery power lamp. As I raised my spoon to my mouth about to take a sip, I realized the chicken’s foot was sprawled across the spoon. Needless to say, I felt full after that. The question remains: Is getting the chicken foot in my bowl a sign of good luck or bad luck? Please leave your comments below.

Mosquito Bite Count: 19

*Please note chickens were harmed in the making of this trip

The top of the power pack with the inverter and charge controller

The top of the power pack with the inverter and charge controller

Day 3 (07/21)

The morning started with the Haitian song on repeat. We drove to the guest house to install our second well. After all the work was done, we pumped a few gallons from the well until we discovered that the people who drilled the well did not go deep enough and the well was dry. Rather than sulking, we made the best of the situation and started throwing rocks at mango trees to knock mangos down. Mangos in Haiti are very good.

Mosquito Bite Count: 23

Throws to Mango Ratio: 6:4

The electric pump attached to 130 ft of pipe ready to be put in the well.

The electric pump attached to 130 ft of pipe ready to be put in the well.

Day 4 (07/22)

Our last day of worked involved wiring solar panels for the power pack, cleaning and priming the well at the school and testing the water at three sources to determine the cleanliness. We took samples straight from the pump or river as well as tested them after they went through an aqUV’s bottle.

Mosquito Bite Count: 27

The electrical box and well cap to connect the well to the solar panels/generator

The electrical box and well cap to connect the well to the solar panels/generator

120ft of pipe going into the well

120 ft of pipe going into the well

 

 

As I reflect on my experience, it amazes me how quickly we go back to warm 20 minute showers compared to the cold 2 minutes ones or how we NEED to respond to the 39 emails, 27 Facebook Notifications, 15 Groupme Messages, 7 Snapchats, 2 text messages, and 1 Facebook Message. I saw the importance of coordinating trips, things to bring, and how to prepare for the worst when traveling. All of which come with stories, but I need to leave some content for @kcena.

Stateside, one of my favorite projects from this summer was developing the Monte Carlo simulation in Matlab with the help of Professor Venstrom. The program randomly selects a light beam and initial direction from the UV Light bulb then proceeds to track it as it reflects off the water and the steel side until it finally gets fully absorbed.The program is a game of probability where the ray, direction and outcome (reflected or absorbed) are essentially determined with a dice roll. The more dices we roll, the more accurate our results will be. So I ran the program 10 million times.  In order for the program to be accurate, I had to create an experiment measure the light intensity of the UV light (does it shine more like a flashlight or a laser pointer). There was no procedure, materials given, or expected outcome like in class. I designed something like a 3-D protractor that could hold the sensor and measure the light at all angles. Professor Venstrom and I are looking into publishing our method.

Measuring the light intensity of the UV light bulb

Measuring the light intensity of the UV light bulb

Kortney and I ended the summer creating our own aqUV bottle

Kortney and I ended the summer creating our own aqUV bottle

 

As the fellowship comes to a close, although it is not doing them justice, I would like to thank a few people for the experience and knowledge bestowed upon me this summer.

  • Kortney – Thank you for making this summer more socially appealing than being trapped in Gellersen all summer, for your daily optimism and cheerfulness, and showing me the hard work/willing to learn mentality.
  • Steve  – Thank you for being a great alumni mentor. The hidden gems to search for jobs, the networking and career path advice, all of which I think about constantly.
  • Professor Venstrom – For your school and career advice both this summer and during the year and help with the Monte Carlo Ray Tracing.
  • CAPS Fellowship Coordinators- Thank you for selecting me and the opportunities you put in the doorway. This summer has been full of meeting people, and constant learning. None of which could have been done without the CAPS program.
  • Dr. Blood – Thank you for not only this summer, but the three years of mentorship. I can’t imagine what EWB, WAVES, TED (whatever you want to call it) would be without your direction. The time and investment you put into the organization and myself, I can not thank you enough. This summer has shown me I want to be a humanitarian and an engineer where before I wasn’t so sure I wanted to the latter. I look forward to another year and potentially longer.

Finding Faith in Work

My time in Baltimore is nearing an end and though I am saddened to leave my work at LIRS, I am also thrilled to take what I have learned this summer and apply those lessons to every aspect of my life. I recently returned from the LCMS Youth Gathering in New Orleans, where the outreach team and a few folks from communications had a display table and an experiential learning exhibit. The exhibit, a maze of rooms and stations partitioned by dark curtains, explained the Syrian refugee crisis from start to finish. Both the youth (there were 25,000!) and pastors/chaperons were able to make their way through, starting with a refugee profile, and continuing on through simulations of fleeing from home, traveling at night amidst war, arriving in the UN refugee camp in Jordan and traveling to Greece by raft. The last two stations were an explanation of the United States security clearance process for refugees seeking resettlement and a “Hall of Welcome”, where both negative and positive arguments were displayed in pictures, provoking youth to decide, as followers of Christ, what kind of welcomer they should be to these new strangers.

At our photo booth!

 At our photo booth!

It was a very emotionally moving and successful exhibit as many learned for the first time that the news is not usually correct, and that it is the call of Christ to welcome refugees. Here is a beautiful example of how our work changes hearts: An older gentleman, who started the exhibit with a scowl on his face, interjected (granted, it was with concern in his voice) that we should not accept refugees because they are all terrorists who are sneaking into the camps pretending to be refugees. This, though a shocking comment, is not unlike many opinions uninformed Americans can have. These opinions are formed as a result of many instigators, including media messages. This comment was directed towards myself, as I spoke about what life is like in a refugee camp, and due to his sudden, out-of-context comment, I did not know what to say. So, I happily directed him to the security clearance station, then ran ahead to warn the staff member there of his anxieties.

By the time the group had finished their guided tour of the exhibit, the staff member at the last station approached me with tears in his eyes because that man had just carefully looked at all of the pro and anti-refugee photos decorating the “Hall of Welcome”, walked up to him crying, shook his hand, and left silently. A very heartfelt moment for our whole crew, we were privileged to witness the fruits of our labor, as over the course of our three days at this convention, many individuals left crying and thanking us for the work we do.

A youth reading signs in the Hall of Welcome.

A youth reading signs in the Hall of Welcome.

Personally, this experience brought my understanding of our work to a whole new level. Because our audience was LCMS youth and pastors, we could engage them using faith language to whatever extent we desired. This was the first time I felt at liberty to say “It is right to do ____, because the Gospel says so”. I loved it! It allowed me to connect to strangers in a way that I have never felt comfortable doing before; I was able to preach the truth of the Gospel and advocate for refugees all in one breath. I also, as is evident from the story of the gentleman, am extremely grateful for being able to advocate for those whose voices are silenced. And despite the persecution that often comes as a result of speaking out for minorities in the name of Christ, I would gladly continue doing outreach work such as this for the rest of my life.

The work-faith relationship I got to experience at this conference was unique and fascinating. Being able to change hearts and opinions about the popular argument of immigration and resettlement by using an infallible argument – the Word of God – completely resonated with me and is a lesson/skill I hope to keep close.

Our table, featuring youths' pro-refugee graffiti.

Our table, featuring youths’ pro-refugee graffiti.

Questions of Passion Driven Creations

Every Monday I go into the ArtMix office, a bit sluggish, generally yawning, and almost always about 10 minutes later than I had planned. (I still haven’t mastered the sleep schedule adjustment from weekends to weeknights.) I sit down at my desk, sometimes forgetting to turn on the lights overhead, and look at my to-do list for the week. Many of my tasks start with the word “Create.” I find that very fitting considering the work we do at ArtMix, where we transform the lives of people with disabilities through the creation of art.

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Urban Artisans working hard on their unique creations.

The definition of create is “to bring [something] into existence;” or “to cause [something] to happen as a result of one’s actions.” Anyone can create. I create things on a daily basis, and most other people do too. But I’ve started asking myself, what is the purpose for the things I create? What am I hoping happens as a result of my creations? The answers will vary from task to task, yet I think there should always be an overarching answer to these questions. For example, I create a flyer for an event we are hosting. Purpose: to spread the word and increase attendance. But what is my motivation behind doing that? Why do I want to have high attendance at our event?AFAF poster with sponsors

These questions seem a little silly. Who wouldn’t want to have high attendance for an event they’re planning? The emphasis of these questions, however, is self. What is my purpose in doing these things? Why do I want this to be successful? I’ve realized that my answer to these questions stems from a place of passion, and though the question is focused on self, my answer is not. My passion at ArtMix is for the people we serve. I’ve met just a handful of the people we work with, yet I feel a sense of connection to all the people we are serving.

I recently heard a talk where the speaker discussed love. He got me thinking, how do we show love through our work? How do I make sure my work reflects the passion that I have? I don’t know if I have the answer to that, but I’ve started recognizing the passion behind my work. I know that my love and passion are motivating my actions, and I can only hope that those are visible in the outcomes of my work.

As I reflect on these questions, I think about an event that we recently hosted. On Wednesday, July 20th ArtMix hosted the Arts for All Fest. The purpose of the event is to bring community members together to see the opportunities offered by ArtMix and other community partners. Because ArtMix is an arts organization working with people with disabilities, our community partners were a mix of arts organizations and disability services. The Arts for All Fest was free and open to the public. People of all ages and abilities were welcome to come see the adaptive ArtMix studios, the ArtMix Gallery, and participate in fun art activities. To the right is a flyer that I created for the event.

The event was very successful! I know the hard work that went into planning the event, and I think our work really showed through the success we had. Each of our community partners had an activity for attendees to participate in. There are some photos to help describe what some of these were.

“What is one thing you would do as Governor?” Participants share what they would do if they were governor.

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“Send a postcard to your representative.” Participants made a collage postcards to be sent to their representatives.

To the left is the photo of the postcards. Many of the postcards were about the importance of art. Some may not have words, but the creativity displayed through the collages show the things the participants care about. I’ve learned that art and creativity are very personal things, and in order to create art one must be vulnerable. I think you can learn a lot about a person by the things they create and how they express themselves.

My favorite is the picture to the right. The “If I were Governor…” scroll. If you look closely you can read some of the things people wrote. The list includes raising minimum wage, helping the poor, creating gun control laws, building homes for the homeless, giving free passes to the zoo, having a free ice cream day, giving everyone a trampoline, and making the world a better place. It’s clear that most of these were written by children, when you look at the handwriting and misspellings. But I find it inspiring to see what kids care about. I am impressed with the amount of awareness some children have. Many of the more controversial or politicized issues looked like they were written by children. It gives me hope that these children will grow up to make the world a better place, using their passions to drive them to create things for the betterment of all.

I challenge anyone reading this to think about the things you’re passionate about. What would have written down on that scroll? What is it that motivates the work you do? And how do you show your passion in your work?

 

Change Your “Look”

“It’s a new challenge to see how people can change your look. I like words like transformation, reinvention, and chameleon. Because one word I don’t like is predictable.” ~Naomi Campbell

Outside of the deportation staging center at Broadview, IL

Outside of the deportation staging center at Broadview, IL

People have changed my “look” or outlook during my time with the Interfaith Committee for Detained Immigrants. Each day the volunteers, the staff members, and the people that ICDI ministers to have given me a chance to learn more about the immigration system and the work of ministry. Fridays with the Interfaith Committee for Detained Immigrants have been especially transformational. They have also been some of the most difficult days of the work week for me. However, it is not for the reasons one might typically think of. Fridays are not difficult because I have to get up early. Fridays are not difficult because it is the last day of the work week. Fridays are not difficult because I am anxiously awaiting for the weekend. Each Friday is difficult because of the loss and heartbreak that is so prevalent in the morning of this day each week.

Every Friday morning, the Interfaith Committee for Detained Immigrants goes to the deportation staging center in Broadview, Illinois for a prayer vigil. The staff and volunteers of ICDI stand in solidarity with our immigrant brothers and sisters and accompany families that are about to say goodbye to loved ones leaving the country. The ministry is difficult. I find myself desperately trying to grasp for words that could fix the heartbreak. However, every week, I find myself at a loss for words. “I’m sorry,” does not take away the pain of losing a father, a husband, a brother, a mother, a wife, or a sister. My words do not wipe away the tears streaming down the faces of the little children or parents or siblings.

Inspirational quote found in a Chicago park

Inspirational quote found in a Chicago park

However, amidst the heartbreak, I do see hope on these Fridays as well. Everyone that attends the prayer vigil always is transformed. Volunteers, pastors, priests, nuns, imams, rabbis, and laypeople stand with these men, women, and children. They stand with these families. They hear their cries and they hold them in their hearts. The encounter with our immigrant brothers and sisters leaves everyone with questions and a new perspectives on compassionate immigration reform. People go forth with new thoughts in mind. They cannot forget the cries or the faces or the names of the people impacted. Their perspective or “look” on the topic of immigration is always touched in some way. They seek positive change in the immigration system. And in this time of trial, the families affected every Friday are reminded that they are loved, being prayed for, and not forgotten.

A vegetable garden created during my time with ICDI at the House of Hospitality

A vegetable garden created during my time with ICDI at the House of Hospitality

On these Fridays, I also see hope at ICDI’s House of Hospitality in Hyde Park, Illinois. After the prayer vigil on Friday mornings, I travel to I spend the rest of my day at this house for teens, women, and their children who have been released from detention. I see hope in this place… a hope for a positive outcome not just the people residing in the home, but a hope without bars that could be a reality for all of our immigrant brothers and sisters. My interactions with the mothers, teens, and children bring moments of pure joy. I have loved getting to know all of the beautiful people and hear their stories. Each week has been filled with amazing memories I will not forget.

A couple of weeks ago at the House of Hospitality, I was playing with some of the little kids, and a little girl decided that she wanted to play with some face paint. She asked me if I could paint her to look like a cat. I happily agreed. After many giggles from being tickled by the paint, the little girl decided that she was happy with her friendly feline face mask. She then turned to me and said that she wanted to turn me into a butterfly. I saw how excited she was and agreed to let her transform me. After many minutes of focused artistry, I was transformed into a butterfly. With giggles of glee, the little girl exclaimed, “Go and check out your new look!”

As I stood and looked in a mirror and admired the artwork painted on my face, the little girl’s words rang in my ears. She had indeed transformed my look. Not only physically, but mentally and emotionally as well. My “look”… my perspective about ministry, hospitality, immigration, and so much more, has been impacted by this little girl. However, she has not been the only one that had participated in my transformation. My “look” has been impacted by the men and women in detention that I talked with twice a week. My “look” has been impacted by the families I encountered Friday mornings. My “look” has been impacted by the volunteers and staff of ICDI. My “look” has been affected

Cat and Butterfly facepaint

Cat and Butterfly facepaint

by the tears I’ve seen in the eyes of many people, including my own. And as I look forward, I hope that this “look” will affect me in a way that can create a positive change in this world. I look forward with hope and determination for compassion and change. I hope that I can lead in a way that gives others an opportunity to look through the eyes of others and treat everyone with dignity. And I hope to serve in a way that brings people together.

It has definitely been a challenge to see how people have changed my look. I cannot thank the Institute for Leadership and Service and the Interfaith Committee for Detained Immigrants enough for giving me the chance to experience such incredible work for the summer. These lessons, tears, laughs, prayers, and memories will not be forgotten.

Growth

The last time I posted a CAPS blog, I was still in the very first week of my internship with the Urban League of Northwest Indiana. I was eager but also unsure about everything laid out ahead of me. I was stumbling through phone calls and the buttons on the fax machine. Compare that to last week, in which I was the only one in the office and I was running from desk to desk answering phones, buzzing people in, and simultaneously working on my own projects. I’ve been spending a significant amount of time training new volunteers and interns (who will probably help take up some of my projects once I leave) on the basics of working at the Urban League, and just today the President told me over a phone call discussing my own work as well as my assisting other volunteers, “I don’t know how we are going to let you go. We might have to lock you in!”.

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The Urban League office.

Through the Urban League, I’ve discovered just how much of an asset I can be through even the smallest tasks. I’m comfortable in so many situations that would have boggled my mind before, from directing a STEM activity for school-aged boys, to addressing board members in a meeting to discuss the new annual fund project of which I have played a key role. I truly can’t believe I have only been with the Urban League for two months, as it seems like I have learned so much, not just about the organization, but about myself as well.

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Myself and my alumni mentor Carolyn.

My self-discovery was furthered this week as I had my first meeting with my Alumni mentor- Carolyn Stypka. We had been playing email tag for a while, but were finally able to arrange a time to have dinner together. Although it took a little while to figure things out, it was definitely worth it. I did not know Carolyn before being introduced through the CAPS program, but we ended up talking for over two hours about our shared interests, our time in the VU social work program (which has changed dramatically over the years!), and giving and accepting advice about graduate school and other post-Valpo options. Although our relationship was arranged through networks and emails, we truly connected as two people eager to learn from one another. After our two-hour discussion over pita and falafel, we got our phones and scheduled another meeting for a couple weeks from now.

The warm and inclusive environment at the Urban League has really allowed my professional identity to grow and flourish, and talking with Carolyn also gave me more confidence in my ability to choose a good path for myself after Valpo. Of all that the CAPS program has given me, this gained confidence in my own abilities as a professional and as a person is by far the best. As the summer comes to a close, I am sure that this new found perspective will help to carry me through my last year at Valpo, and help me decide on the next step I want to take.

Where the Love Is

I love it here” is a thought I have probably eight times a day living in Washington, DC.  I think it as I run down the escalator hoping to jump on the Metro in time.  I think it as I walk past the Supreme Court and head to Capitol Hill for work.  I think it as I pick up a squealing four year in Wellington Park, Anacostia and as I see familiar faces run over to hug me as I open up the Community Resource Center (CRC).  I think it as I laugh with my co-workers over lunch and they share every post-graduate tip and mistake they have or made.  I think it as I link arms with my roommates, who weeks ago were strangers, as we head to dinner.  And I think it as I climb to the top of the Lincoln Memorial, my favorite, to sit and gaze out onto the National Mall and beyond.

(c) National Park Service

(c) National Park Service

 

Welcome to Washington, DC my ultimate playground for the last two months.  Seven years ago, I made myself a promise to come work in Washington DC one day and I am eternally grateful that I was able to fulfill that dream this summer while working with Horton’s Kids.  This summer has been exciting, humbling, and most of all allowed me to continually explore my passion for youth policy and learn more about systemic urban poverty.  Time is relative here in DC, impossibly slow at some points but often hurtling away from you as you fill your day with hard work, fun, and good memories.  

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Nationals Ball Park

My roommates and I have attempted to make use of every second we can in this city– despite the oppressive heat wave that recently took over.  We’ve explored museums, music festivals, local eateries in Chinatown, the Potomac River by kayak, and Georgetown rooftops by moonlight.  But most importantly, we have used this time to better discover our wants, our hopes for the future, our feelings on global and local issues, and our place in society.  Every Sunday we have something we call Family Dinner where we trade off weekly on who cooks the meal for everyone and then we gather around the table to share about our weeks, reflect, and just spend some quality time with one another.  Around the table is where the love is.  Family dinner is what grounds me before I gear up for another week.  Conversation around the table floats from swapping recipes for whatever was cooked that night to bigger issues such as the violence that has erupted in the last few weeks around the country.  Sometimes we laugh, sometimes we cry, but the important thing is that is we are never alone in those moments, we are always with one another through it all.   We are vulnerable, we are real, we carry each other.

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My Perfect Roommates <3

The other half of my life revolves around Horton’s Kids and the children of Wellington Park in Anacostia.  While I originally started my days in the office on Capitol Hill more frequently I’m spending my entire day in Anacostia at the CRC.  This means eight joyful, somewhat exhausting hours are spent with children aged 4-18 and members of the Wellington Park community.  Eight hours are spent where the friendship and love overflows.  Almost immediately I saw firsthand how much Horton’s Kids truly cares about the well being of the children of Wellington Park.  I see how much the love for the children is present in every action and word that comes from the staff I work alongside.  Love, compassion, and grace for these children and their families just pours out.  Whether we are assisting members of the community with diaper distribution or their resume for an upcoming job interview, there is mutual care that passes between individuals.  The typical individual’s’ initial thoughts on this Ward-8 housing project located across the Anacostia River is that it is poverty-stricken.  While this is true, if you take a closer look you realize that while the place lacks certain things, an abundance of love and care is present.  The love you give is always returned in a ten-fold from the hands and hearts of the individuals you’re serving.  

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“I love it here” I say to five-year old Lania when she asks me if ‘Miss Katie’ will be staying for a long time.  This summer has been challenging so far, sometimes even heartbreaking, but at the same time it has been exactly what I was looking for.  In the challenges there has been changes, all of which I consider for the better.  The obligation, responsibility, and affection I feel toward the children and staff of Horton’s Kids as well as toward my roommates and the friends I have made here is strong.  It guides me through my day-to-day activities and has made my time here in Washington, DC so much fuller.  So to be completely honest, I’m not sure it’s “I love it here” as much as it’s “I love you all”.  

Who is (not) my Neighbor?

The Sunday of Independence Day weekend, I woke up bright and early to attend a worship service at a new church in my neighborhood. Previous weekends, you could find me at what I would consider to be a “popular church”- a well-attended, multi-satellite, free donuts before service kind of congregation located in a theater. You can picture it, can’t you? I’d chosen this welcoming community for the past weeks because I enjoyed the company of a friend who went there. The only inconvenience about this arrangement was that the church was located quite far from where we were living to the point where we had to take a train and walk a significant distance to get there. I had been wanting to support a local congregation for some time, so when my friend went out of town for the weekend I decided to do so then. I spotted a local United Methodist Church one night while roaming the area and had decided that this would be my place.

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In the sanctuary singing, “Jesu, Jesu, fill us with your love, show us how to serve the neighbors we have from you…”

Upon arrival, I quickly noticed that this too was a unique community. For one, it was located atop a gas station. Quaint, I thought. What left even more of an impression on me, however, was how eager the church was to extend hospitality to its guests. Walking up to the entrance that Google maps led me to believe existed (sigh), I was guided all along a street that eventually led right up to the door of the church by clear signs that anticipated my history of getting lost (“not all who wander are lost” anyone?). Once I entered, I was greeted by a nice woman who read me like a book. She asked, “You must be new! Are you visiting for the Summer? Perhaps for an internship?”. Coming from a church background where I often offered the hospitality, I was just as eager to be on the receiving end of such warmth in her welcome.

After getting situated in the sanctuary where there were predictably less people in-attendance due to the holiday weekend, I felt good about this decision. There was a different kind of comfort from that which I experienced at the familiar, contemporary-styled church I’d become used to. This comfort was a feeling of being where I needed to be at that moment.

The service began and a man stepped to the pulpit. He announced himself as the guest preacher for this weekend while the home-pastor was away on vacation. The title of the sermon flashed on the projector screen. It read, “Who is My Neighbor?”.  I was curious how this message would be similar or different from previous ones I’ve heard in my PK (pastors kid) lifespan. I was not disappointed.

After setting the context of the Biblical narrative as told by Jesus in Luke 10, he changed the direction of the familiar question. He asked, ‘who is not your neighbor?’. Go ahead and read it again, I’ll wait. He explained that the depth of the question as posed to Jesus, who is my neighbor?, is often lost on us as we are quick to answer with a generic response like ‘everyone’. The answer we offer is often so encompassing that its effect is empty. By saying everyone, we actually mean no one because the intentionality and responsibility that should come with that response to who we should specifically be showing care and concern towards is lost. It is hard to admit, but if we are being honest we’ll realize that we do forget about people and sometimes those are the ones who need to be remembered most.

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How to Put a Giraffe into a Refrigerator?

Time flies, I must say. It has passed half-way point of my position at the Concordia Place as a CAPS Fellow and my first time living in Chicago – I am very grateful for everything thus far.

Concordia Place is a nonprofit with a focus on providing growth and opportunities through inclusive early childhood, teen leadership, and senior wellness programs to the community. Having the opportunity to work at an organization that has been changing the lives of Chicago children and families for 35 years is such a great honor. However, initially I almost didn’t take the offer:

The fact that I lack experience in an organization for children before in addition to any advancement related work experience gives me worries because I hope to do a good job with my limited time there. Prior to my first day of work, I was very nervous and timid and did not know how to cope with the doubt and fear – what if I don’t fit in. Not until my week at work, I found that everyone works in the office is very welcoming and friendly – they are always willing to help me learning new things very patiently.

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The very first picture I took on my first day at work

 

Since my first day working at Concordia Place, I’ve gotten the opportunity to develop various skills such as in fundraising and marketing. A new early learning center, Concordia Day, is opening in Ravenswood (see picture below) and I am very glad to be a part of this historical establishment and given my help and support. I am able to learn very hands-on marketing skills from a marketing consultant and how to communicate with local businesses about the organization.

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The finishing look of part of Concordia Day

 

My boss, Cameron, is the bomb. (The “badass” lady who’s giving a speech standing on the bench is her 😉 We bonded over “sweet tea” during our first meal as we discovered that she is from the South and I also went to high school in the South. Not only she is one of the most understanding and helpful people I’ve ever met, she sat down with me on my first day to discuss my objectives for my time at Concordia Place so I could get the most of my experience there. I started to gain confidence from learning her stories and experience.

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Cameron giving an introduction of Concordia Place to volunteers from Deloitte on Impact Day

 

Living in Chicago for the first time has been a blast – I absolutely love the Chicago summer! There are fun events going on almost every day and every weekend. And my real Chicago experience can’t be completed without my beloved “Team Chicago”: Bri, Erin, and, Meow (aka. Evan). Whether it’s going on a spontaneous photoshoot on the street in the middle of the night or watching the Prestige more than 3 times together within a month as it has become part of the “rituals”, being able to have such a support group like them really makes this summer memorable.

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#Selfie while waiting on Uber to dinner on my birthday!

 

Now as I look back in time, I am gradually figuring out how to cope with my fear and confusion. When I have to think about not fitting in or not belonging, like “how to put a giraffe into a refrigerator”, the answer is simply: open the refrigerator, put in the giraffe, and close the door (where there’s a will there’s a way).

Community: A Feeling of Fellowship with Others

groupWorking in Res Life at Valpo opened my eyes to how intentional Valpo is in it’s creation of community. Valpo students seem to understand the benefits about this sort of community and carry it with them wherever they go. Even though our time together has been relatively short, our DC CAPS cohort has created a strong bond that I am increasingly grateful for. Although I am saddened that my time in DC is dwindling, I am confident that our friendship is strong and the memories of adventures, conversation, and family dinners we shared will continue to make me smile.

 

Given that they have added so much to my CAPS experience, I think it’s fitting to speak a bit about each one of them.

Nura

 

I’m thankful for Nura’s kind and thoughtful spirit. Though never afraid to challenge another person’s opinion, she approaches every conversation with such consideration and respect for others. If more of us emulated Nura’s demeanor, I am confident that the world would be a more peaceful and joyous place.

 

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I’m thankful for Katie’s desire to explore. After a draining week at work it’s easy to want to veg out; but, when DC has so much to offer, Katie’s adventurous spirit is what makes the rest of us get up and go. She is truly the catalyst to many of my favorite memories. I admire how Katie approaches people on the street and strikes up conversation, consistently making them smile. In many ways this makes me think that Katie is the human embodiment of Pokemon Go!

 

I’m thankful for Danielle’s sense of humor and perceptiveness. She can danielle 2always be counted on to lift our spirits. Danielle is the epitome of a genial, amiable person and as the only person in our cohort that I didn’t know before coming to DC, I am exceptionally thankful to have not only met her, but gotten to know her.

 

Community seems especially important given what is going on in our country and the world all over. Although we have never been entirely unified in our history, it seems that an increasing percentage of Americans have without a doubt at least temporarily forgotten what unites us, and instead are focusing on what divides us. We demonize differences rather than celebrating that it is in our differences that we can find strength. We are by many measures more divided than ever before. Living in the heart of American politics has shown me how increasingly polarized we have become, both politically                                                                                     and socially.

 

In a time when it is easy to become disheartened by what seems like an endless stream of bad news, I have felt especially fortunate to be a part of a community at work, what we call the Venn Family. The firm employees people of a variety of religions. There are Jewish, Christian, Buddhist, and non-religious individuals. There are Republicans, Democrats, and Independents. Some are introverted, others extrovert, some married, some single, some gay, and some straight. Yet regardless of these differences the respect and affection in this office is palpable. Every individual’s contribution is valued, and it is clear to me that through what I’ve experienced, that not only in name but in reality, Venn is truly a family. Although I hadn’t thought about it extensively before, thanks to my time at Venn and, I now know that when it comes time for me to enter the professional world full-time that finding this type of community will be on the top of my list of desirables. Community is equally important to me in the workplace as with those I live with or near.

Learning from Outperformers

CFA Society of Chicago Distinguished Speaker Series Luncheon featuring Charlie Dreifus, CFA from Royce Funds

I have just completed my sixth week of interning with the Chartered Financial Analyst (CFA) Society Chicago, a non-profit whose goal is to “lead the investment profession by promoting the highest standards of ethics, education, and professional excellence; to shape an investment industry that serves the greater good; and to serve as the premier local resource for Chartered Financial Analyst designees, candidates, other investment professionals and our communities.” As a part of the global CFA Institute, the CFA Society Chicago focuses on providing opportunities to their members for development through all stages of their career and creating a comradery where individuals share opportunities and insight with each other. One earns their CFA designation, the global gold standard in the investment industry, by completing four years of industry experience, and passing a series of three, six hour long exams. These exams focus on basic knowledge of investment tools at the first level, valuation, effective portfolio and wealth management at the third level, and all three have a very strong emphasize on ethics. More in depth information of the CFA program and process can be found on the CFA Institute website.

Many of the Chicago area CFA charterholders, those that have earned the designation, serve in leadership and advisory roles throughout their communities. The CFA Society Chicago aids this endeavor through their “Investing in the Community Initiative” by connecting members with board and service opportunities at various organizations where they could use their unique skill set as investment professionals to really make an impact. These organizations include the Arts and Business Council, Executive Service Corp, and Goldie’s Place among many others. Furthermore, the CFA Society Chicago has a financial literacy initiative to educate high school students on the fundamentals of personal finance including: bank accounts, credit cards, loans, creating a budget, and even business plans. They typically team up with other organizations such as the Council for Economic Education that present to opt-in student audiences and the Embarc (Empowering Minds, Building Achievement, and Reconnecting Communities) Chicago to increase their impact.

The CFA Society Chicago is led by a core group of full time employees and an elected board of directors, but much of the value it provides stems from eight CFA charterholder volunteer led advisory groups focusing on areas such as professional development, CFA women’s network, and education seminars. One of the advisory groups and leaders within the CFA Society Chicago identified that there is a need for a resource that introduces individuals to the various roles and areas that CFA charterholders work in, what their roles really consist of, and their professional paths. However, this project proved to be very time intensive for the professional staff and volunteers on top of their many other responsibilities. That’s where I come in, I interview high performing CFA charterholders who work in various financial roles throughout the Chicago area including: chief investment officers, vice presidents of global risk management, senior portfolio managers, financial advisers, and entrepreneurs among others. I and two other individuals collaborated on a set of interview questions to ask these professionals ranging from their industry, background, role, how they serve their community, their CFA experience, and advice to those interested in a finance career.

Additionally, in my endeavor to gain a holistic view of the organization, I have participated in the advisory group meetings which meet once a month. While I have been involved in many leadership roles during my Valpo experience, I did have to step out of my comfort zone to voice out my opinions and ideas in these meetings regarding recent and potential programs with to these industry leaders who are operating at a higher level after only being involved with the organization for a short time. Furthermore, I have gained a deeper appreciation for the ongoing discussion on ethics. For example, I was fortunate to attend a distinguished speaker series event featuring Charlie Dreifus, CFA, one of five nominated to be Morningstar’s domestic-stock fund manager of the decade (2000-2010), entitled “The State of Disciplined Value Investing”. One of the areas Mr. Dreifus focused in his talk is the prevalence of companies solely reporting non U.S. Generally Accepted Accounting Principle (GAAP) values in financial documents. While non-GAAP values can provide a clearer picture of a company’s underlying business, they make it hard to compare companies in the same industry because these values are created by adding or subtracting from GAAP values. Furthermore, non-GAAP values typically paint a more appealing picture of an organization’s performance, and can therefore be misleading to investors. Mr. Dreifus challenged the audience, CFA charterholders, candidates, and student members, as current and future leaders in the finance industry to serve as an example by living up to the fiduciary promise- a requirement to act in the best interest of clients and stakeholders-, and to put in the extra effort of calculating and using GAAP values when they are not reported.

Compared to many of the organizations that my CAPS Fellow colleagues are serving with, this is a different type of non-profit, but that is what I was searching for. I was seeking an organization that applies their technical knowledge, professional experiences, and network to set the pace within their industry while serving their community. As a finance student, I have become familiar with the ethical lapses of individuals in organizations that were key drivers of the financial crisis and many recent instances of regulators imposing fines on organizations for illegal and unethical activity. What will lead to less breaches of the fiduciary agreement and unethical activity is a focus on ethics at the individual level such as what is done through the CFA program and their ethics pledge. Charterholders must sign this ethics pledge when receiving their designation and re-sign this promise – to globally uphold, and improve when possible, ethical and professional conduct in financial markets- every year to maintain their designation.

Steven Babitch (L) and Jacob Plummer (Right), Chicago Council on Global Affairs Emerging Leaders

Steven Babitch (Left) Class of 2016 and Jacob Plummer (Right) Class of 2017, Chicago Council on Global Affairs Emerging Leaders

I became accustomed early in the summer to my daily, approximately 4 hour round-trip commute from Valparaiso, IN to Chicago, IL via the ChicaGo Dash. Additionally, I have become familiar with some of Chicago’s surrounding neighborhoods and the L transit system through my use of Airbnb to capitalize on my time in the city by attending various events. These events have included the Chicago Council on Global Affairs’ and Financial Times’ Chicago Forum on Global Cities, the Emerging Leader’s Perspectives on Innovations in Energy and Technology, and the CFA Society Chicago Industry Round Table among others.

So far I have learned much during my internship about the various roles of CFA members, their different career paths, ways that they serve their communities, and the challenges that they have overcame. I am looking forward to meeting more CFA charterholders, sharing these insights with others, and pinpointing the areas where I can apply my skills, talents, and interests to serve best.

Seeing What’s There

“Are you counting down the days?” Someone asked me this question after church on Sunday, after I told them I only had 3 weeks left. I replied that I only counted them to remind myself to make every one of them matter. This experience has been amazing. When I finished my interview with Broadway this past spring I remember thinking, “this sounds like it’s out of my comfort zone, but it can change my life if I let it.” The thing about change is that we think it will be dramatic and obvious, as if one day I would have an encounter so powerful I wouldn’t be able to see life the same way. However, that isn’t how it works. When I stopped to reflect I realized that I had grown a lot, it just didn’t feel that way because it has happened over time. I was walking around the neighborhood by the church on my own, and realized that I wouldn’t have felt comfortable doing that my first few weeks here, but as the kids I work with–who go around the neighborhood to get to the know the gifts and talents of their neighbors–showed me around their neighborhood I became comfortable. That is how life works, it isn’t a magical encounter, but an effort to get to know the people around you. It isn’t shutting down a conversation when it gets uncomfortable or awkward, but trying to navigate through it.

At the Boston Public Library, on my trip to learn from the Family Independence Initiative.

At the Boston Public Library, on my trip to learn from the Family Independence Initiative.

I have had amazing opportunities this summer. I learned from an organization called the Family Independence Initiative in Boston about how other families and support systems are their greatest resource. I’ve witnessed a lot of amazing things around the neighborhood during my time at Broadway. I’ve witnessed a father express his pride for his son. I’ve witnessed neighbors telling the kids how great they are and to keep doing what they’re doing. I’ve witnessed people sharing their goals and dreams with the kids. I’ve also witnessed kids make connections over shared interests with neighbors. That’s the thing, I’ve been doing a lot of witnessing. These great stories I’ve witnessed happened regardless of whether they’ve been shared with me, but these encounters often lead to an acknowledgement of the great things the neighbors have done, and I get an opportunity to share what I’ve heard with others. The phrase for this at Broadway is to “make the invisible visible.” My time here at Broadway has shown me how easy it is to be blind to talent, and how easy it is to be surprised. The neighbor who seems reluctant to talk shares a powerful story. The kid who usually stands in the back, steps up and introduces the group. You never know what’s invisible. People are constantly surprising each other, and I wonder why I’m continually surprised that I’m surprised.

As I reflect on my time here at Broadway, I wonder if my own neighborhood is really that different, or if I hadn’t been paying attention. So, while I may only have a few weeks left at Broadway, I’ll go back to my own neighborhood and eventually move on to new ones, and I’ll be paying attention to the people around me and the value they bring to the community.

The Psychology of a Self-Starter

As a business student I would not be surprised if my peers outside of the college of business thought all I aspired to in life was to make six figures, play a round or two of golf at lunch and try to make it into a corner office with a comfy chair. While all that sounds nice, it’s not what I want. What I want is to help foster peoples’ growth and make their dreams materialize.

Here at the Industrial council of Chicago, the ICNC for short, we do just that. Looking back to what I’ve read or learned in class, I discovered that entrepreneurs make up less than 10% of the population but make up over 30% of America’s overall economy. How could so few people do so much? What could I learn about them? Is it a personality trait, some animal urge, or a relentless pursuit of independence?

I don’t know. Entrepreneurs are from all strings of society and exist in almost any industry. They may be a banker who left his spreadsheets behind to go into making orICNC Meetingganic, gluten free bread or four friends who used to sell sports apparel out of briefcases outside stadiums until they finally created their own chain of stores. Young or old, an entrepreneur is an entrepreneur.

One of the most valuable qualities that I want to take out of this internship is an entrepreneurial sense of creativity and bravery. I think these are traits are critical to helping fix the problems of the world and would be some of the most important lessons I’ve learned at the ICNC these past few weeks alongside the other skills I’m learning.  The world is encapsulated in a whirlwind of problems day by day, and learning to think in an unorthodox way like an entrepreneur is critical in any plan to change the world, big or small. However, I think bravery is the most important aspect of my whole fellowship.

Learning to not be afraid of failure when it happens I think is one of the most inspiring lessons I can take out of this internship. At the events I work at for the ICNC so many entrepreneurs describe just how vulnerable they felt when things started to go south. So many of them have failed in the process of following their dreams, but hearing how they brushed themselves off, saw what went wrong and worked on fixing their issues to become successful is really something else. To an entrepreneur you only really fail when you just stop trying and give up.

While I only have a few more weeks left at the ICNC, I want to take on whatever challenges may come my way. Opportunities to learn this outside of the classroom are so rare to find. Even learning to network around influential Chicago businessmen and politicians can be intimidating it is no excuse not to try. Going back to Valparaiso this fall will be weird as I’m no longer trying to find a decent corporation to work for. I’m going to be looking down a different path and see about making my own way!

Not bad for my first networking event

 

A Place for Spiritual Nourishment

Majestic Pikes Peak (Yes, I really took this picture).

Majestic Pikes Peak (Yes, I really took this picture).

As I arrived at Douglas Land Conservancy, I was full of questions about the upcoming summer. There were many unknowns, but perhaps the biggest question on my mind was about the purpose of my summer at DLC.  Ever since I stepped foot on campus at Valpo, I had been acutely aware of the university’s focus on and attention to service.  Service is an integral part of university life.  Soon after I learned of my placement at DLC, I was filled with questions about the conservation field, and its relationship to service.  I spent much of my first week pouring over files, attempting to gain a basic understanding of the conservation field.  For those of you as unfamiliar with the field as I was, I will give you a quick flyover of what I’ve learned so far.

Field of wildflowers on a protected property

Field of wildflowers on a protected property

The kind of work that DLC does on the land can be broken down into two categories: private and public.  The organization holds conservation easements, which are legal agreements that state that the land in question is to be protected in perpetuity, on specific parcels of land.  Some of these easements are for public open spaces, where anyone can come and enjoy all that the land has to offer.  Other easements are on private land, with the land owner retaining ownership of the land, but giving up any developmental rights.  These kind of easements are put in place to protect wildlife habitats, scenic viewscapes, as well as a myriad of other reasons.  DLC is constantly partnering and working with other conservation organizations to protect property throughout Douglas County.  With these different kinds of easements that DLC holds and protects on our minds, now I want to dive into the question that has been on my mind constantly this summer: Is this work service?

My first day out on the land resulted with quite the view.

My first day out on the land resulted in quite the view.

I have been at DLC for just over a month, and I have learned an incredible amount of information, and have been digesting all that I have learned.  In my mind, conservation is absolutely a form of service.  I think that many times we limit our view of service because we focus on a particular kind of service, which is helping those in dire need of something.  Of course, there is absolutely nothing wrong with that kind of service, and we should praise those who work to do just that.  Simply put, my summer at DLC has challenged if that is the only kind of service that there is.  During my internship, I have not helped a needy family, listened to an immigrant’s story, or combated modern day slavery.  The majority of people that I have interacted with are fairly well off white people.  And yet DLC, and other land conservation organizations, are deeply committed to service.  This kind of service may not fit a typical definition of what service is, but land conservation is absolutely beneficial to society at large.  In a world where so much seems to be about the bad, land conservation organizations are working hard to preserve what is good.  One of my favorite historical figures is John Muir.  If you have not heard the name, I encourage you to check him out.  Muir was an early advocate of wilderness protection, specifically in the Western United States, and is known as the Father of the National Parks.  He spoke about the healing qualities of the natural world, and how each person needs time in nature to nourish his or her soul.  It is that kind of experience, and that kind of nourishment, that DLC is actively protecting, specifically through public open spaces.

 

View of Dawson Butte Open Space.

View of Dawson Butte Open Space.

During my time at DLC, I have spent a good amount of time out on the land, whether it is monitoring protected properties or joining guided hikes on protected open spaces.  And it is there, when one is surrounded by creation, that the impact of DLC’s service fully manifests itself.  There is something so special and unique about open spaces.  The protected space is open to all.  Many of these open spaces are considered prime real estate, and could have easily ended up 35 acre parcels with a magnificent house on each section, complete with awe-inspiring views.  But instead, these lands are under protection for perpetuity.  And that is a good, beneficial outcome.  Service does not simply have to be about fixing a wrong, it can be about preserving a right.  The open space will remain open to the public, allowing people of all walks of life a brief respite from the hectic pace of the world, and a chance to nourish their souls, as Muir would have wanted.  The privately owned properties will retain their natural character forever.  In a world where development can spread like wildfire, the preservation of the character of the land is critical.  Conservation organizations are working to protect and steward creation in its natural form, and attempt to minimize the impact that we humans will have on the land.

The most beneficial part of my summer has been the intensive kind of thinking that I have found myself engaged in each and everyIMG_7579 day when I am out on the land.  Thanks to what I have learned at Valpo, I am applying my previous knowledge to my current situation, and it is leading to an incredible amount of self-reflection.  I look at things in a manner that I would not have three years ago, and I credit Valpo for helping me develop a deeper sense of questioning of the world around me.  My time at DLC has left me contemplating a set of questions that I had never encountered before.  There are still parts of the conservation field that weigh heavily on my mind, specifically when it comes to private lands.  The public benefit is clear when one looks at open spaces, but is more obscure and refined when it comes to private easements.  How I incorporate that aspect of land conservation into my conception of service that my time at Valpo has sparked in me has been a continued challenge this summer.  I am excited to continue this journey over the summer, and to continue self-reflecting on the difficult questions that I encounter.

 

1 Month Anniversary Feels

            Before I knew it, a month had already flown by. As I never had an internship before, I was both anxious and hesitant to discover what it would be like to be “the” intern, at least for the summer. Interning at the Heartland Alliance is an experience unlike any other. I essentially went from working odd jobs as a camp counselor and as a food prep at Sox park to working for a refugee resettlement agency.The pressure for me to do well at this job intensified the closer I got to my starting date. I did not want to be labeled as “that” intern who didn’t know anything, so the first day I dressed to impress, having memorized all the background information I could about The Heartland Alliance (courtesy of Google). Needless to say, all the worries I had of working for a reputable company like Heartland had soon disappeared. As I walked in, I saw many young people not even over the age of 30, running around the office making copies, coffees and phone calls. I also saw many people from all over the world, each with their own story, that all happened to convene in this one office on the North Side of Chicago. In that, I realized I was severely over-dressed and nervous for no reason. I sat down in the waiting area for about 10 minutes before my supervisors, Gilia and Lea would introduce themselves. I followed them to one of the conference rooms, trying to not get in the way of all the busy people in the office, and sat down, realizing that I could get used to this place. As they went over all of the logistical information regarding the company as an entity, I realized that as Americans, we have access to many resources that we might not even be aware of and unfortunately take them for granted. The refugees, immigrants and asylees that come through our office every day however do not have access to these resources. In fact, they come here with just about nothing in hopes of living a better life. One month later and it hardly feels like I am working. For sure the office has its slow and not so slow days but this job has taught me so much in the past month that I will be able to apply to any job field. With the constant encouragement and support I receive from my other Chicago CAPS fellows, this internship is guiding me on a path that I would not have found if it were not for this amazing opportunity. IMG_0342

21st Century Value

My first week on the job at United Way of LaPorte County (UWLPC) left me with many questions. Most of it was spent looking at the computer screen and researching different ways that social media can help non profits, specifically this United Way. With these long hours of research, at times it wasn’t the most interesting thing, and I wasn’t exactly sure how what I was doing was helping our organization. Was this going to be my role for the entire summer? Upon our first meeting with our supervisor to discuss what we had been doing, I soon realized the value and importance of our work. Most of the administrative staff didn’t have fundamental knowledge of social media. It was at this moment that I realized I was contributing a lot to this organization. The so-called “basics” of twitter, facebook, Instagram, etc, were not basics to most people. My generation of peers has an advantage because social media is mostly a pastime, and is second nature to us. However, when harnessed correctly, it isn’t just valued as a pastime, but rather it is valued very highly. Because of this I began to more intricately document what I was doing, so that when Tyler Ingersoll (fellow CAPS Fellow/co-worker) and I leave at the end of the summer, UWLPC can continue to succeed and maintain a presence on social media.

Being the young interns of the office, we understood what appeals, and what can attract attention on social media. Thus, we began brainstorming ideas as to how to grow the social media presence for UWLPC. So Tyler wrote a rap, and together we filmed and produced a video/song on 2-1-1, a free calling service available to help anyone with housing, food, transportation needs and questions. This idea has brought some more attention on facebook to UWLPC, and we quickly realized the value of having a posting videos like such. Our next video was a remake of a Sportscenter ad featuring world class golfer Jordan Spieth. We advertised both for 2-1-1 as well as the annual golf outing that United Way is putting on in August. (We are still waiting for George Lucas to call Tyler and I asking for help in the production of the next Star Wars).

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For the remainder of our time here at UWLPC, Tyler and I hope to produce more videos and to increase attendance at United Way events. I have begun to understand that the younger generations have valuable experience in social media despite most of us not realizing it.

Wiha Hiwot New (Water is Life)

When I applied for the CAPS Fellowship this past winter, I already had my sights set on Water to Thrive. I had heard from one Mr. Lars Anderson all about his experience with the organization last summer, and there was something in me that knew that W2T was something that I wanted to be a part of. And of course, a trip to Africa was enticing.

The little kiddos who taught me to dance like the Dorze tribe

The little kiddos who taught me to dance like the Dorze tribe

Fast forward to June 2. I was feeling perpetually lost and alone in this city where I know no one when I started my first day off strong by going to the wrong office building (thanks Google Maps). The confidence I’d had when applying for this position was slowly diminishing, but as I began to settle into the office and really focus in on my projects for the summer I felt my passion and excitement come bubbling back up.

This feisty little rascal taught me that I'm a "forengi" (foreigner) and I just have to embrace it

This feisty little rascal taught me that I’m a “forengi” (foreigner) and I just have to embrace it

Water to Thrive is a non-profit organization based in Austin, TX that funds the implementation of clean water projects in Ethiopia, Uganda, and Tanzania. Our in-country partners are responsible for the site selection and construction of the projects, as well as training the community in order to ensure that the projects are sustainable. My project for the summer is to continue work on a Best Practices Document that was started by Lars and another intern last summer. This document will be used to help communicate the expectations that W2T has for quality and sustainability of their projects. As part of this process, I was asked to travel for 3 weeks to both Ethiopia and Uganda to visit completed and in progress project sites.

A welcome like I've never seen before.

A welcome like I’ve never seen before.

 

In 3 weeks you can meet a lot of (amazing) people, learn a lot about a vast array of topics, and visit a lot of project sites (39 to be exact). You can drive a lot of bumpy roads, kill a lot of bugs, take many bush stops, dance often, laugh a lot, and celebrate the gift of life that is clean water. You can start to get to know and love a culture and a country (or two), but what you can’t do is come home unchanged.

Was it really an internship if you didn't photobomb your supervisor's selfie?

Was it really an internship if you didn’t photobomb your supervisor’s selfie?

It’s hard for us to imagine not being able to turn on the faucet and brush our teeth, or not being able to press a button to wash our clothes. We can’t fathom what it would be like to never have the chance to bathe or shower. We run 5K “fun runs” not realizing that people across the world walk that every day just to get a dirty, yellow, plastic can full of water that may or may not make them ill. We can’t picture “drinking water” with dirt swirling, and worms swimming around. These people can. In fact, that’s all many of them know.

We met women who get beaten because fetching water takes so long that they don’t have dinner ready when their husbands come home. We met children who don’t go to school because they spend their time walking across the village to collect water. We met a woman recovering from typhoid, and women who had lost children to water borne diseases. What W2T does is about so much more than just water. It’s about allowing children to get an education. It’s about allowing women to have the time to pursue other tasks. It’s about giving people a chance at life that many of them may not otherwise have.

Would not have been the same trip without these wonderful humans. What a blessing each of them are!

Would not have been the same trip without these wonderful humans. What a blessing each of them are!

I can’t put this experience into a few hundred words. In fact, I couldn’t truly capture this experience and what it has meant to me in an infinite number of words, but I can let it change me. I can let it fuel my fire to pursue a future working towards this cause that I’m so passionate about. And I can keep the incredible friendships and memories with me forever.

As I go forward with the rest of my fellowship, I’m excited to put the knowledge that I gained from this 3-week whirlwind adventure to good use. At least for now, I’ve found a niche where my engineering education and my passion for clean water meet, and I intend to take full advantage of this opportunity.

Living “Independently”

The magnitude of an adventure can mask the small personal areas of growth and discovery. As I embark on my 10 week fellowship at National Lutheran Communities and Services (NLCS) I realize the scope of experiences, new acquaintances, and potential the fellowship offers. I am spending my summer working at the Village at Rockville (TVAR), a National Lutheran Community located thirty minutes out of DC in Rockville Maryland. TVAR is a continuing care retirement community offering assisted and independent living, memory care, and short term rehabilitation.IMG_0171

My time is split between several long term projects. One of my main objectives focuses on the
development of a clinic expansion project at TVAR. Additionally, I work with the medical staff, including the Doctors and Nurses, to develop improved means of communication and documentation in the medical record keeping system. During my first two weeks, I have been introduced to many of the colleagues I will be working with at TVAR and in the corporate office. The staff is truly committed to enriching the lives of the residents and inspiring those around. The culture at NLCS fosters transparency and inspires me to think outside of what has been traditionally accepted.

I live in a cottage at TVAR, traditionally purposed for independent living residents. While my neighbors are from a different generation, the wisdom and hospitality they offer is unmatched. For example, the couple living next door has been married for over seventy years and refer to me as their “son”.

Living independently in a new part of the country, surrounded by an unfamiliar field of medicine, and given the opportunity to contribute to meaningful and important corporate projects, amplifies the scale of this fellowship. It is easy to become enveloped in the enormity of all the possibilities this fellowship has in store, dreaming about how my time at TVAR will impact the future. Yet with this mindset, the small personal areas of growth and discovery can often be missed.

To illustrate this point, my fellowship description did not include a project area that I strongly wanted to pursue. I redeveloped several of the objectives and presented my focus to the executive director who openly encourage the direction I desired to follow. Finding my voice in a new environment and position was a small area of personal growth in the larger journey.IMG_0181

The interactions I have with neighbors or the weekend trips into DC can easily melt into the grand scheme of summer. I am personally driven by moving on to the next plan or objective, and I miss those moments where I experience a small personal area of discovery. Taking the extra time to appreciate the moment and recognizing those personal discoveries is a primary focus of my summer. I hope to recognize the small areas that often go unseen, where I can lead and serve at TVAR and in my community.

On a different note, I am elated to serve at TVAR and absorb all that Washington DC has to offer. From the happy hours with new friends to Jazz in the Park, I look forward to relationships I build and the personal areas of growth that contribute to my ability to lead and serve in the future. Within two weeks, I am affirmed that my experience at TVAR will advance my quality of care as a future doctor and unearth new areas of personal discovery along the journey.

Locally International

I studied abroad once and I took pictures and I told tales and I felt like a world traveler for some time. It’s funny how once you visit a place, you feel like you carry part of its culture as your own afterwards. Traveling seems so glorious, so surreal. And it is. It’s a beautiful way to step outside of your comfort zone and learn about things you can’t quite grasp behind a computer screen or even between the covers of the most marvelous novels. But the traveling I did in Europe was nothing compared to the traveling I do within the walls of a small office in Indianapolis.

I am going on my sixth week as an intern at Exodus Refugee Immigration through Valpo’s amazing CAPS Fellows Program. Exodus is a refugee resettlement non-profit that has been in operation since 1981. They began by resettling Cuban refugees, and have since helped refugees from all over the world. This past year alone they assisted nearly 900 individuals. My official department is in development and communications, which coincides rather well with my pursuit in international business. I’ve done a little event planning, social media posting, emailing, donation requesting, and so on. But outside of these normal communication roles, I have been introduced to a whole new side of the city I thought I had known my whole life.

My first day at Exodus I was able to help with an apartment set-up. We met at an apartment near my childhood home and walked into a space that would soon be home to a family of 8 just arriving from overseas. We set up a bed for the parents and then 6 more beds for the children. It was overwhelming imagining this family getting off their flight and walking into a completely foreign land, and then hopping in a car to head towards their new weird home in the part of the world that had always been the most normal to me. Since then I have been able to help teach English, smile and laugh with the most resilient and beautiful people I have ever met, and am even able to help mentor a new family one-on-one.

A lot of the work Exodus does is just kind of mind-blowing to me. It’s this small office space with almost 40 employees and a lot of interns, and everyone is always speeding off to their next location, doing whatever it is they are tasked with that day. It’s so beautiful there. I’ve found I work alongside a lot of everyday superheroes. These people do everything from teaching english, finding jobs for people, raising money, moving furniture, setting up appointments, and so much more. I always just say, “It’s a full-service kinda place.” You can walk into one room and there’s an official suit and tie meeting going on, and walk into the next and find kids playing with toys and coloring pictures of flowers and baby bears. It’s this kind of diversity that makes Exodus so special.

I feel lucky to be able to work with and for Exodus. It might be a small office that has no windows and a leaky ceiling, but it creates a home for people who really need one. In an interview with a local Indy paper one client stated, “When we came here, we had no friends and no family. We only knew Exodus.”

They always say an internship is where you do the real learning. I can’t wait to keep learning this summer.

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Kick Back, Eat a Spongepop

Last week marked my halfway point with the CAPS program and Lutheran Services in America (LSA). My first month in DC has been, quite simply, a whirlwind. From jazz nights to weekend markets, from baseball games on warm nights to shady lunches by the Capitol, my time here has been moving at an uneven pace, creeping along at some moments but mostly leaping forward in bounds. It’s been exhausting and wonderful. But it wasn’t until this last weekend, when I spent some time away from DC, that I understood what has been making my summer here so special.

I spent my holiday weekend in Houston (a city where the Fourth isn’t so much unique and glamorous as it is a slightly bigger show of Texas’ daily patriotism), and as I told my boyfriend story after story about LSA and DC, I realized a truth that applies to most great experiences: the people I’ve come to know here are what have made my summer so meaningful.

And so, reflecting on my first month in DC, I thought I would talk about a few of those people who have so positively impacted my time here.

 

Izzat

One of the first things you realize as a recent college graduate in DC is that good food costs good money. Heck, even bad food is expensive. Goodbye, reasonable Midwestern prices.

Nura and I with delish Popsicles from Izzat's cart.

Nura and I with delish Spongepops from Izzat’s cart.

So when the man who owns the hot dog cart outside your work sells good food for $4 and then gives it to you half off, you know you’ve made a friend. More important than cheap food though, Izzat has extended to Nura and me unbelievable kindness and friendship. He talks to us about his family, gives us free ice cream after someone (Nura) drops hers 2 minutes after buying it, and teaches us words in Arabic, his native language. In a city where everything is fast paced and everyone is tuning the world out with earbuds, people like Izzat who take the time to have real conversations are immense blessings.

 

My Bosses

At first, I was intimidated by the fact I’d be doing work for four different staff members in two departments. I could easily picture becoming inundated with work, trying to please everyone but not knowing how to prioritize my assignments.

Me with violets Tania got me. They're dead now. RIP Myrtle

Me with violets Tania got me. They’re dead now. RIP Myrtle

But while prioritizing work has been a challenge at times due to my own inexperience with working under multiple supervisors, everyone has been incredibly helpful and communicative. They understand when I’m struggling or have questions. They encourage me when I’m insecure about my performance and give me solid advice for future work. They are what every intern hopes her supervisors will be like, though most rarely have the time or interest in being so present and supportive. So, thank you Natalie, Tania, Liliana, and Caleb. You’ve helped me grow professionally (and physically, thanks to Natalie’s Alpine chocolate).

 

Bill Clinton

Okay, I had to include him. You would do the same thing if he ambled into the Eastern Market while you were picking peaches (all right, Nura was picking peaches. I was sitting on a curb waiting for Nura to be done picking peaches).

The most overshared photo I've ever been a part of.

The most overshared photo I’ve ever been a part of.

It was a pleasure, Mr. President.

 

Katie & Kathryn

These two make up an integral part of my core friend group in DC. Though they’re both CAPS fellows (check out Kathryn’s blog), I hadn’t met them until this summer. And after a month with Kathryn and Katie, I don’t know how I got through 4 years at Valpo without knowing them.

They have taken me on all my favorite adventures here, including nighttime monument walks, cheese and wine parties in the backyards of bookstores, and a midday meet-up with our good friend Mr. Clinton.

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Kathryn and I watching the Cubs beat the Nats.

Aside from being my fellow adventurers, they have been amazing friends. Kathryn keeps me grounded when I get dramatic about things like late trains and bad weather. Katie gets me out of bed when I want to spend the day watching Mad Men. Both are amazing cooks (also contributing to my physical growth). I’m constantly thankful for these two and their friendships that I know will last long past August.

 

Nura

The star of many of my stories, Nura is my roommate, fellow LSA intern, and Valpo student body president (shameless brag). Before coming to DC, I would tell people at Valpo about my internship, and when I would mention that Nura was my roommate, there was always a resounding, “She is so cool.” And over the past month, I’ve come to realize what an understatement that is.

As I’ve gotten to know Nura (check out her blog too), I’ve been waiting for some dip in her character, some flaw that would make her a little more human. And besides being clumsy with food, I’ve found nothing. She has a beautiful heart, a sharp mind, an ambitious and humble spirit, and a true compassion for others. She’s also hilarious, an avid 2000s R&B fan, and political nut (seriously, she’s like a walking Facebook for the Who’s Who of Capitol Hill).

Thank you, Nura, for being the quintessential example of how bad experiences can be made funny and how good experiences can be made phenomenal when you’re with the right people.

Katie, Nura, and I looking fly.

Katie, Nura, and I looking fly.

I can’t wait for what the second half of the summer holds.