I’d forgotten just how much I love nature. As a little girl, I spent a lot of time outdoors–looking for creeping bugs, playing in the dirt, and collecting flowers. I have countless memories of being filled with pride as I’d run up to my parents and show them my discoveries. Yet, as tends to happen, the further away I got from childhood, the more I lost touch with the refreshing and deep joy nature gives me. Here at Shirley Heinze Land Trust, I’ve reconnected with the natural world–only now, I understand the value of protecting it.

When I started my internship in June, it became immediately apparent that this summer would
not only be reflective, but fun. Alongside 13 other interns, I have explored an entire world of
biodiversity, research, and conservation that I had no idea existed. From hiking the Indiana
Dunes, to exploring botanical gardens and nature preserves, I have gained a new, deepened
appreciation for creation. I approached this summer experience with an array of questions, most of which have to do with my professional growth and trajectory. Yet, the answers I’ve found are more profound, grounded in purpose.

I’ve found joy in the quiet, reflective setting here at Meadowbrook Nature Preserve. Going on
near-daily walks in the forest, and spending time disconnected from my devices during my lunch period offers moments of introspection that I might not have taken otherwise. I notice more, now. Creation has taught me to worry less, and see how even the smallest of birds always have what they need (Matthew 6:26,27). In just a few meaningful weeks, I’ve returned to that little girl who loved to play in the dirt.

It’s been a gift to see how my work at Shirley Heinze impacts their work and mission. They’ve
spent decades reconnecting others in the community to nature; helping people from all
backgrounds to have similar moments of reflection, appreciation, and awe. This is a legacy I
now have the privilege to be part of. Initially, I was unsure how I would align with and contribute
to the work here at Shirley Heinze. I faced feelings of inadequacy and a fear of the unknown.
Yet, the guidance, support, and greater purpose I’ve explored through the CAPS Fellowship
Program has allowed me to see past these fears; channeling them into momentum and growth.
Knowing that I support such an impactful mission with deep roots in my community has given
me added motivation in my internship. I show up to work each day excited to learn and create
something new.

One of the questions I asked myself at the beginning of this Fellowship was, “How can I connect
my work with the needs of others?” I have learned a new skill in my experience this summer: the art of noticing. Slowing down, observing a need, and being intentional about the way I support it. I’ve learned to be more adaptable, and try to integrate compassion, empathy, and humility in everything I do. That aligns with my purpose, and is something I can carry with me to every stop in my journey. This summer internship, and more profoundly this fellowship have been uniquely formative in this chapter of my life. I can’t wait to see what other lessons and shaping moments remain.

Aria Davis, Shirley Heinze Land Trust